why do i let myself do this? the whole thinking about why i let people go...dwell on those that hurt me..and then after all the shit they put me through, bring myself to even consider, giving them another chance. another chance to build me up, tease me with thoughts of trust and such, then throw it back in my face. to tell me that iknow them best ( Read more... )

So i havent updated in about a million years at least. basically im doing awful in school...had lots of fun during i remember mama, am going to be trying out for hello dolly...am really quite bored with being single. it sucks. yes it does. dont argue. umm i havent been getting along with my mom. i've been finding out lots of family secrets that ( Read more... )

where are we going ( Read more... )

i dont know how many times i have cried for people how many times i have bent over backwards for others or how many times i've gone places i didnt want to go for other people. i dont know how many times ive felt horrible for people or listend to them and their bull shit problems. i dont know how many times i have gotten angry n hated the world for ( Read more... )

1-shakespeare sem honors - canton- Francis ( Read more... )

I have nothing to wear for pictures....shiiiiiiiiiitttttockey mushrooms ( Read more... )

uhm mmm yea hmm okay yea so heres whats going on ( Read more... )

Not too too much to update on...

Fourth of July was both fun and not fun...the fun part...geoff came over...the not so fun part...had a huge argument with everyone cept toria.

Yesterday was fun cause i got to see my brudda! who i adore cause duh hes my brudda! and we all went out to max and ermas..all of us being me val, toria, and olivia my cousin ( Read more... )

So yea Trinity is definately okay! wooo!!! YAY!

I was so happy to find that out I cant even tell you..whoa and just yea...I guess they did another biopsy and it came out negative....

The only weird part to me, is that they had done a biopsy before and it came back positive, and then they said that her disease was really quite extensive...so I'm a lil ( Read more... )

So yea...things arent going too well...My cousin's been put in the hospital now...and the disease is VERY extensive...i dunno what to do...her oldest sister melanie wont even go to the hospital to see her because it scares her too much since she had to go through all of it too...and can i blame her? no way. And then her middle sister brittany is ( Read more... )