i'm so depressed.

this city makes me feel incredibly ordinary, dull, and boring. i'm not a berkeley graduate, not into fashion design, i wear pretty much one color!, i'm not a musician, an artist, or a political advocate. i don't do yoga, i don't shop organic, and i don't have an IT job.

forget it, i'm way cooler than all that.

last night i went to a circus. i don't think i'll ever understand postagitprop political theater if my life depended on it. an hour and a half into the show, i stood up and walked out. bored.. there were no costumes. an argentinian caveman-look a like banged away on the piano while two naked people danced evocatively on ropes hanging from the ( Read more... )

this is being deleted right now.
to contact,
vecrews@gmail.com OR
myspace.com/vecrews

it's been a good seven years, livejournal.

so i was totally kidding last month about trying to marry a foreigner just to get a different passport. (c'mon people-- marriage?! PFfgfht!) anyway, wow. it's October now. I'm still HERE. HERE! HERE! ... I've got my backpack on and I'm waiting for the light to turn green.. but I'm still stuck at the red. this season is good for me though. i'm ( Read more... )

i need to marry a foreigner, stat!
i hate the american passport!
might as well put a flashing neon bulls eye on my forehead.

stupid war.

I opened up a CD Account today. My first investment! It was a scary transition since the whole banking world is my biggest paranoia. By the end of it's maturity, I should be able to buy a plane ticket somewhere .... (Shhh ( Read more... )

sometimes... i feel like those sad old men you see at those family buffets eating by themselves.

(i've gone off the deep end)

im such a sell out.

i got an ipod.

Discipline ( Read more... )