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i went to pitchfork and it was pretty good and i loved staying in wicker park. i liked the movement and the lights and not really be alone but being kind of alone ( Read more... )

i'm tired a lot these days
and i'm sorry i don't hang out that much
and i'm working on that
and i made vegan cupcakes the other day
they turned out well

i wanna ride my bike more. i need a good wrench really bad.

i don't like being drunk jealous.
i don't like sobbing without the person sleeping next to me knowing.
i felt lonely and ill and

I finished my bike. I'm gonna figure out how to post pictures on here just to display it's orange and baby blue godliness.

Austin and I took a ride to the canal last night and lied on a hill of grass. I was amazed at our different perceptions of the dark abyss above and the orange color reflecting from the clouds.  I said it felt so close I could ( Read more... )

I started building my fixie today!
I had a frame, fork, and crank. I now have all those, my front innards, a stem, and [CINELLI] handlebars. F-R-E-E.

The Bike Project is a dream.

For lack of better words, it felt so good to be rummaging around for ball bearings and washers, coming away with greasy, dirty fingernails and stained palms. To know a bike  ( Read more... )

i back-ended someone last night.
it did not feel good to do that.

i always feel much more introspective after a cup of coffee.
we are starving for community, Abby.

[To self]:
Let yourself be happy.
Remember to breathe.
Enjoy.

And.
Last night tested my strength. I had a lovely time laughing, but I kept my distance gladly.
I feel more free than I have in ages.
You now officially have no control over me.

Austin and I perused Indianapolis yesterday evening. After sharing a falafel sammich and yellow corn tortilla chips at the Abbey, a cozy vegan coffeehouse, we took to the streets - stopping at fountains and highly decorated door arcs for no reason rather than to enjoy each other and the city at night.

[observinglaughingquestioningmapping ( Read more... )

7 May 2007

This past weekend. was. electrifying!
My entire body is pounding with connection.  Walks and bike rides in the morning for coffee and crosswords. Dinner on the floor. Dancing. Lots of looking. Lots of touching faces, hands, and hair. Lots of disbelief in the surreal, effortless weave of personality and body.