I dreamt I was working with someone in a lab, and our experiment was hatching out of an egg. I took it out to a crowd of people and press to let them see it hatch and then took it into the back afterwards. Then my dream changed and I was sitting in a car with a girl I went to school with and her older sister. The girl said something snotty and I ( Read more... )

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It is my mantra, my excuse, the bane of my existence. I am so damn tired. Not for lack of sleeping, or trying to sleep either. It's the season change, or the ambient temperature, or something. I'm fine if I've got something to do, but if there's a momentary lull in the chaos (and don't doubt it, there is just chaos out the ears over here), I just ( Read more... )

Last night was.. uh.. great

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For dinner, I am making that wonder of Chinese cuisine- General Tso's Chicken. Now I'm not up to speed on my Chinese history, so I don't know if there ever actually was a General Tso, but if there was, he liked some mighty tasty chicken. Tim's getting eggrolls and I'm making fried rice (or as I put it to Tim in an e-mail "fry rye", so not PC, huh ( Read more... )

It's 1am, and I'm about to go clean the kitchen. I am a bona fide freak ( Read more... )

Truth be told, I've been dealing with a lot of stuff lately. I've kept a lot of it under wraps because I'm not great at sharing grief and longing. I've been a shitty girlfriend to Bear this year, and that was one of those things I didn't want to deal with in public. I haven't been very available for him, despite the number of times I've said I ( Read more... )

... we got the stupid van ( Read more... )

Dear Husband/Wife/Prospective Mate ( Read more... )

I have not forgotten you, you still live in my blood. The love that never blossomed on the vine, forever young in our hearts. If I had looked back once in my flight from that life, would I have seen you standing there empty handed? I have never forgotten the words you once said to me, that you had always been there. What life would we have had? ( Read more... )