alright .. so .. I keep bouncing back and fourth .. between the journal I like writing in best.. and im down to my two livejournals.. no longer write in my deadjournals or my greatestjournal .. so .. not sure what to do .. this one is pretty. ;O ..

Strangely enough im happy to say goodbye to this journal, even tho .. at times it was like, my whole life .. it has alot of iky shit in it .. so I've made a new one, so from now on .. people can't go back and see how stupid my life was .. well .. they could but .. --blah. fuck the past, its over, onto the new. boom ya.
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Everytime the days seem brighter and my mood begins to twitch into another, more .. sweetened one, something happens and everything gets sucked back into the black abyss. Did it happen again you say? Aye. As it does everytime Justin leaves and returns. Hes like a secret lord or higher power of some sort. When hes around the whole room glows with ( Read more... )

I hate

stuck

up

little

bitches.

die. die. die.

well .. I feel the need to type in a bigger font. :) .. don't like it? Don't read it. Pure and simple. I miss Justin .. and I have to get ready for work, im working a double shift today. -grunt- .. goodie. Not that its hard or anything.. its just..

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I    love    you Mr. Farrington.

<33! muah

da luffly Brayzuh

..This entry won't be sugar coated .. because I have to get ready for work soon .. but until then I can fill everyone in. I had the weirdest dream, it scared me.. we were watching some video on victoria secret ( don't ask ) and the dark haired chick with the deep eyes ( justin had told me before that she reminded him of me ) was stripping and he ( Read more... )

I miss him. I want to talk to him. .. coca cola will have to do for tonight. ._.; ..

Bray

@@;! goodnight.

Surprise! Bray is back. =) .. I know, I know .. its been awhile but we got a new computer for Christmas, with six months of free aol, so .. yippie for me. I also got a job at longhorn as a hostess. kick ass, ne? .. not much to say except I wish justin or joe would get online so I can talk to them. Hi raychii, hello lyz. Au revoir lil' gatos.

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