feeling really badass and optimistic today

slight chance it could be the painkillers

you make me so happy 

it's so nice being in the apartment alone, drinking copious amounts of tea, trying to concentrate.

all that i am
has been a long time coming
i am becoming
all that i am

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there are so many good, wonderful people in my life that i don't know what to do with myself. i find myself thinking this more and more often lately.

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as painful as this is, as much as i want someone else to do this for me, or offer me advice, or tell me the answer, to pick me up ( Read more... )

whenever i stop to think about how many things i have to do, things get ugly.

i NEED to stop signing up for more things to do. 
agh.

it's always something else.

pandora loves me tonight though.

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"and if only we arrange our life according to that principle which counsels us that we must always hold to the difficult, then that which now still seems to ( Read more... )

i am happy when i am balanced ( Read more... )

in this moment, i am happy.

in morocco, the streets always smelled like oranges.

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i only like men who reject me.

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yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes yes

i can't paint
i haven't occupied
i'm a mess

i'm so stagnant and trapped
amber-suffocated fly
mute caged bird

indecisive