I love jon. With all my heart. But lately he doesn't want me to kiss on him or hug on him. And when he kisses me back its like he's only doing it because he has to. I hate that . He says that its annoying and he doesn't like it and he gets fustrated with me. Is it wrong to wanna kiss him and hug him? I hate that he doesn't like me doing that. And ( Read more... )

Lets see a LOT has changed.

Me and Jon moved in together last May.
He gave me a promise ring last christmas.
I work at Great New Beginnings.
I got another car.
And i'm sick...
But I think i'm gonna start writing in here again. Now that it's prolly forgotten. HaHaHa

Yesterday was a GREAT day at school...then it stopped there ( Read more... )

Well, right now Jon is either pretending to be asleep or asleep now. I'm pretty sure he's asleep. All night he's been trying to find a way to make me drink...Well, now he's asleep and i've started to drink...Not because he's asleep but because i'm in a VERY wierd state of mind. Everything was great today...First I woke up to plans canceled for ( Read more... )

I got a job...I work at ShopRite. As a cashier. I actually do like it a lot. But lately I don't sleep much. I eat when I can and if i'm hungry. I've dropped ten lbs in two weeks with out even trying. I have bruises on my arms and legs. People say that i've been looking really pale. I have black circles and bags under my eyes. I feel like crap ( Read more... )

Alright I made a 3.5 on my report card. I for the most part got straight A's ( Read more... )

Couple days after I posted that last entry Jon asked me back out. I kinda think it was just because I got that job. Or he was waiting for me to get that job. but o well. He's back. Things are good ( Read more... )

Things the past couple of days have been good. I got a job at ShopRite. People can finally quit their bitching. Mainly Gino ( Read more... )

Well, two weeks ago Jon broke up with me...For drinking and everything else ( Read more... )

I fucked up...of course. With the one person I really didn't want to fuck up with ( Read more... )