matt is humping my back thats all

i wish i didnt like you i wish it wasnt like this,FUCK... im to ignorant you could never like someone like me

so im lonely sad and i dont have anyone to talk to so i just type my dumb ass thoughts into the keyboard thinking that someone will care enough to read it but it wont happen

blah im bored...I need to get a fucking job i cnat keep sitting on my ass all day.. i dont know if i like it at my new house or not i like the peoplei live with better but i cant stand the distance that is between me and my best friends i miss kory alot we used to be best friends now i dont even know if he likes me this is so gay... im going to ( Read more... )

um im at korys and i miss hanging out with everyone im liveing up in snohomish so if anyone wants to come visit me please do so im out of the loop on eveyrthig how is everyone what is everyone doing like where are you going to school and stuff like that please reply i really want to hear

i hate my life its gone to shit all because of mike flathers fuck him and the horse he ran me over with

well my band is no more... its for the best i guess i just am pissed because i put 4 years of my life into that band and i wish it had ended on better terms... im liveing with one of my best friends in the world Andy and its amazing i have been going thru a lot of crap but some people have it worse then i do so im done complaining There's plenty of ( Read more... )

so yeah the last week i have been doing alot of thinking but it doesnt seem to be geting me anywhere theres alot of stuff i wish i hadnt done but i cant take it back i dont know what else to do but sit around and do nothing. the last wek our worlds have been fliped around but it doesnt make sense....

Im sorry for all the shit i feel all the things that i do im sorry for feeling like it could be i cant help the way i feel though i cant change who i am and i am sorry for that too i wish i could stop likeing you i wish i wasnt me so that you might like me back I wish i could figure out who the fuck i am and stop trying to replace the hurt with ( Read more... )

so yea tonight we are haveing youth group instead of tommorrow and last night i hung out with kory kale and dex we went to tj max then to value village i got a couple shirts at value village and a pair of GIRL pants at tj i look hot but i dont want to get made fun of so i dont know if i am going to ever wear then to school... everything else is ( Read more... )

so its been a long time since i have updated... nothing new has happened except i got kick out of remnant soldier then kinda got back in unofficially but anyways it was kinda messed up. It was my fault though so i have nothing to complain about but we are doing better as a whole now and i cant wait for what is instore for us. I am still stag and i ( Read more... )