i better knock on wood

[theinnocence]

my dreams as of late have been horribly soul shaking. i've been dreaming of paid shooting sprees, only stopping once i realized how many pregnant women i've shot and freak the fuck out. another was of children getting their palms sliced open and having guns implanted into them as part of a fashion trend created by adults. yet another was the

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[bleakdesolation]

My dreams have been weird as hell too. I dreamed for example that some nasty old hag was doing cosmetic experiments on a rabbit at a makeup counter, and I stole the rabbit from her.

[scottopic]

Really, all of this is there already with you.
It's difficult, yeah, and you've got an unfair load compared to some of these kids, but you've made it this far.

And - really, sincerely, and not intending to be snotty at all:
you gotta energize yourself with the glory of being.
Because you've got it all. The other stuff you've said here shows that.
Your hot ass will be fine - more than fine.

[theinnocence]

i think i need less tedium and more energetic creativy
you'd be surprised at the straneg tedious shit we art school kids gotta do
and in adbundance

[fairyhead]

First off, this isn't a 'you go girl' response, though I'm afraid it might sound that way

[theinnocence]

the main reason why i DO worry and why i NEED to worry about my gpa and such is because of how much of everything hangs in a thin balance due to teh fact that i am here majorly on giant scholarships that demand i have a 3.0 or higher at all times. once i drop beneath that i can't afford the school anymore.

hence... the worrying.

damnable stipulations!

[fairyhead]

That's fair enough.

Not to get too prying ... do you think that you are worrying because it will be too much to keep the 3.0 or is the whole thing feeling so overwhelming that it's causing you to worry? (I missed a lot of LJ while in TN, so am not sure if I've missed posts about this stuff or not. If you want me to shut the hell up about it, you can tell me that, too. I'm projecting a lot, with these questions, based on what goes on in my mind with stuff like this in my life.)

[purvis]

sounds like you need a mental break. perhaps some drunken debauchery in Statesboro?

[theinnocence]

how woudl i get there and when would i possibly get a break????

[purvis]

I have a car and all one ever needs to take a break is to decide one wants to take a break.

[theinnocence]

what are you doing this weekend?