aroundthebend a rainbow

[theindiegasmask]

Comments

[anonymous]

I still always defend your personality and for some reason everyone still hates you, but I make sure i put them in place. <3

[theindiegasmask]

thanks...I appreciate it.

[anonymous]

I think that you are a wonderful person, despite your many flaws. To me those are just accidents.

[theindiegasmask]

yay. I like honesty....even the bad

secrets

[anonymous]

a secret or two:

1) i really want a boy friend, a wont admit to it, but i REALLY want one, i feel so emty with out one, its driving me CRAZY... when will my prince come.

2)starting tomorrow, im a going to fast... and am going to become anorexic... its sick, i know, but i need this to make me feel in control, in an out of control world...

Re: secrets

[anonymous]

Take it from someone whos been anorexic, bulimiac, and had OCD binge eating...it isn't worth it to get an eating disorder...the therapy, the doctors... not going to sleep cuz u think your heart's going to stop. It's really scary. It's been 3 years since anorexia and i'm still deeply shaken by it and have been told i will be for the rest of my life. Because of back then, my whole world is dictated by my weight. The effort that i put myself through to try and live in a not-starved body is overwhelming. And its all because i was anorexic and so the mindset is still w/ me a lot of the time. I always tell people to NEVER go down that path. Accept yourself, if you look hard enough you will find yourself beautiful. Once you truly realize that, people will notice and will be attracted to that positive energy, no matter how you look.
--All the love and best of wishes.

Re: secrets

[theindiegasmask]

I'm sorry with what you had to go through. I love you!

[skysongdragon]

Add me, por favor!
~Skysong~

[oh_inferno]

its me Jessica.

[theindiegasmask]

added you