add my new journal cause this one is history:

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so.... i saw you today and i was so happy you weren't in my life.
it literally put a smile on my face.

i completely forgot to thank you for how happy i am now that i'm with him.
thank you.

So I pretty much felt like I was going to throw up since school started.
Today life gave me an antacid.

so I lied. about a lot.
i never wanted to admit it, but it hurts to hold it in.

i seriously hate school more than ever.

That's dumb. She probably only saw the movie because of him. If she even saw it. I know she likes him. She's dumb and I don't like her. Stupid slut. The only reason she knows that movie is because of me, but she'd just find something else to be subtle with, like it's not obvious. I only let a few people know about that movie so stupid girls didn't ( Read more... )

girl meets boy.
girl calls boy three years later.
girl and boy fall in love.
boy breaks girl's heart many times.
girl still loves boy.
girl tries to win boy back.
boy hurts girl again and then tries to comfort her after many minutes.
girl has no idea what to do.
boy is a dumb jerk in denial.

I'm really happy. We're still friends and we're not being dumb and ( Read more... )

be prepared for anything

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You want to read it, but you don't want to want to.

       I don't understand people who ( Read more... )

       I jumped the fucking bandwagon......too many fucking people bugging...

the weird thing is that I'm not really disappointed in myself, but I don't like that I'm new to it.

themarilyn!conspiracy.