Why?

[theiform]

I don't like when people are incompetent. I don't like stressing myself out. I don't like missing class. I don't like all the rules about how you go to school till you can make money and then you make money until you're about to die and then you die. I don't like all these expectations and I don't like being looked down upon. And I really, really

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[nowiamsix]

This post is absolutely beautiful and I wish that I could express how much it means to me to see that someone else feels this way, and that I'm not alone. Sometimes it's only that belief that gets me through the day. I try to believe in the goodness of people but sometimes it is so, so hard.

[theiform]

Ah, thank you for commenting, I really didn't expect anyone to. It is hard, and sometimes it seems like nobody even thinks about the consequences of their actions beyond themselves and it's sad, and when it goes to this it's terrifying and infuriating and I just don't understand why when I say things to people, they don't FEEL it as strongly that I do that THIS is WRONG and we have to FIX it...
It's okay when people are concerned about how good things are in their own little world. We all want peace and security. But if we just go that extra step once in a little while couldn't we just do so much more...

[codemancer]

I always struggle to find good words to say when I read posts like this. There's a lot of things in my head and I don't have the ability to translate that into something meaningful... that, or it's the lack of sleep catching up with me, lol.

I agree with everything you've said and these are all things that go through my head frequently, I think they always will. Although I'm baffled as to how people can be so ignorant and cruel, I'm still as understanding and tolerant as I can be. That's difficult sometimes and most of the reason people tire me so much :P

I think I might email you about this soon :)

[theiform]

All we can do is our part to make change. Hopefully everyone will take just a little more time to try and reach out because it's the right thing to do.
I look forward to hearing from you. :)

[moonlitjoy]

I agree so whole heartedly with everything you said here. I so, so often ask myself all these same questions and it upsets me deeply that things are as they are with people. Thank you for sharing your thoughts <3 (it's good to know I'm not the only one)

[theiform]

I'm glad you agree and I'm glad others feels the same way. All I can hope is that everyone who reads this tries to change their way of thinking just a tiny bit more, reach out and try a tiny bit more. Thank you for your support. ^_^;;

[moonlitjoy]

You're welcome :)

[theiform]

Ah, thank you! ^_^;; I guess the nice thing about hating your birthday is it's always better than your expectations? In my time zone it's actually not going to be my birthday for another twenty minutes, aha. I'd rather not talk about my age here but thank you!!

[theiform]

It was, I made some entries about it! There's pics if the writing is tl;dr~

[medleymisty]

*hugs

[theiform]

*hugs back* You are NOT a horrible person, or if you are, then I'm a horrible person too--and proud. I can understand introjecting reactions so well but here's the thing--NOTHING will change if the people who want, no, NEED the change aren't PASSIONATE about it. And it's not only us who need the change--it's the world. I guess I'm the type who'll take all the shit you say about me or throw at me, but you get in the way of something bigger and more important than I am--HUMAN PEOPLE be they friends or strangers or WORLD ISSUES or LIFE and I will shit a brick and bite your fucking head off. I WILL stand up for what I believe in because we NEED change, potentially to the sacrifice of myself