It has been so long that I have written here I almost forgot that I have an account haha. Well I am bored at work and thought that I would update the the possibly one person that reads this journal on my life lol ( Read more... )

This is for the only person who has treated me how I deserve ( Read more... )

I am scared that my life is going to take a change for the worse. I am scared that life is going to kick me in the ass and this time I am not going to be able to get out. I have made some decisions and some choices in my life that I think are going to get me into trouble and I wonder now faced with the consequences if it was all worth it. I just ( Read more... )

I am getting more and more fustrated with guys I swear. I just don't get it. I start seeing these guys and then we get to the point where I start putting emotion into it and then nothing they don't want to committ whatever the reason might be and believe me I have heard it all. Then they think they can just call you up and hang out and they find ( Read more... )

SO..... summer has begun and it looks pretty good ( Read more... )

I am sitting here bored out of my mind trying to think of something to post and believe you and me there is plenty that I could talk about but I am so sick and tired of talking about the bullshit in my life so I am just not going to do it cause even writing it in here is not going to make me feel better about it so what exactly is the point right ( Read more... )

Right now you will never guess where I am.... if you said the library of Rowan University you would be right. I am here visiting my Best Friend in the whole world Daniel also known down here as kumar haha. No you might ask yourself why would I be typing this if I am down here enjoying myself well see danny had to do laundry and this is his idea ( Read more... )

When friends hurt you how do you decided which ones to fight for and forgive and which ones don't deserve your friendship??? When is enough enough??? And when do you need to keep on fighting?

                                        Confusion lurks deep within my soul

Lost is where I live and all I know

I wander yet I never find my way

Trapped within my desperation

Searching for something that ( Read more... )

CHANGE: It is feared yet ultimately inevitable. We spend half of our lives trying to prevent it and other half trying to accept it. This year has been full of both expected and unexpected change. I feel like my whole life I have been hiding in fear of change and loss but hiding only prevents you from life but never prevents change. I struggle still ( Read more... )