I had this really weird dream during my naptime before Spanish today. I dreamed that my apartment was infested with penguins. I think this is a sign that I need to finish the Mephistopheles epilogue. Thank god, I drank some coffee.

TheGreyLady's LJ stalker is mmyrtle!mmyrtle is stalking you because they think you are rich and they want your blingbling. They are also in jail for murder!

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I was chilling out with a new friend, Jim, tonight. It was great. He and I met at 7 at the coffee shop and didn't leave until it closed at 11. Then we wandered about a mile and a half to Subway and got some food. It was great, I hadn't felt that lighthearted in a long time. There's nothing romantic between us, he's recovering from a 3-year ( Read more... )

Well, having had a few days to distance myself from the horrors of the weekend, I've turned my grief and self-loathing into a much more manageable anger. A lot of it is directed at myself, naturally, but I'm also finding a bit of it directed at not only my friend but also the guy I made out with ( Read more... )

Wow... I was just so hopelessly depressed and then I went and looked ay my friend mmyrtle's journal and saw and link... so I clicked on it... and I got this.


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I did something really freakin' terrible the other night. I feel really, really, unbearably shitty about it. No matter how many times I tell myself that this wasn't like me at all, I still feel like I really lost all of the moral highground I really pride myself on having ( Read more... )

Wow... been a while since I updated this thing. Feeling pretty good, still a little achey but otherwise fine. My knee looks positively disgusting... it has reached the "putrid fruit" stage of bruising (in short, it's purple, blue, black and GREEN!) plus it's all swollen and weird ( Read more... )

Why is it that only the really, really crappy dreams come the friggin moment you REALLY don't need them ( Read more... )

Well, it's official. I am really anxious about my surgery tomorrow. I know that everything is going to be fine... but I'm gonna be kinda sorta incapacitated for a while ( Read more... )