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[thegreenbeast]

so, a lot's been going on in my head lately...

i feel, somehow... overwhelmed and anxious and inadequate all at once. i have to make some decisions, some real decisions very soon about what direction i want to go in. not necessarily the decisions themselves... but about where i will be making them. i know on one hand, it's sad... i should have a

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[herky1066]

I think there's more to this hobbit than meets the eye.

:-)

sheesh bethany...don't sell yourself so short. youll figure it out. whatever 'it' is. you know, the ever illusive 'it'. the 'it' that everyone says we need to figure out, but dont offer advice on how to get 'it'. lol

[thegreenbeast]

haHA... that's RIGHT... they think they're so smart.. well what the HELL!? do THEY even know what 'it' is?? doubt it.

i guess i just needed a random post that takes up half the universe... hadn't had one in a while :D THIS hobbit needs to take another certain hobbit out and discuss matters of grand parties and such... :P

[cwebber04]

I love you.

It would be great if you cam to Pitt (you can afford it, loans are awesome). Remember, it's not the size of the school that gets to you, it's the city. That's why people go to Penn State. It's a huge school in the middle of nowhere. You get all the perks of a big school without having to deal with city life.

I'm going to be home Saturday afternoon. Would you like to get some coffee?

[thegreenbeast]

i love you too.

and i would never at this point in my life, look at the size of a school. too much else is at stake. i need other things from a school that are more important. so i can suck it up. :P

and i would love to... but saturday i work from 12-5 (and hopefully THAT'S ALL) so if we can work around that ... if not... i'll have to trek down to the 'burgh :D

Special in every way...

[biglaproducer]

Bethany Angott, you are amazing and everytime I'm with you (especially now that it's so rare), MY life changes. I remember back on happy and simpler times (remember how we thought they sucked, but now, looking back, I at least long for simpler days sometimes).

You have made a profound impact on my life, whether you know it and chose to believe it or not. I know we may be states and hours apart, but I'm always here for you. I might not be available all the time, but I will always call back when a friend's in need and you dear are a friend forever.

In the words of Idina Menzel:
"So much of me
Is made of what I learned from you.

You'll be with me,
Like a handprint on my heart.

And now whatever way our stories end,
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend!"

I love you Bethany Angott, always have and always will....
con un pasion

sniff*

[thegreenbeast]

you just made me cry - and you're not even here....

mike you always know exactly what to say tomake me feel better, and you always have.. and you are so eloquent. not even a shadow of of the bumbling screenwriter who used to hand me his scripts and say "bethanyyyyy... fix it!"

{not to say you bumbled through screenplays... just the dialogue.. :P}

i miss you like crazy.. and i know i can talk to you!! :P it's just not the same as talking to someone face to face.. but you better believe if i needed someone you'd be on the top of my list! you always have been :)

i miss the good old days too - as i'm sure you can tell ^ ^ lol. but i mostly miss the people in my life 3 years ago, and the fun we had... we're all spread out, and don't talk as much...
it's good to know that the deepest bonds still hold strong :D Eat that NoFarrin!

con un pasion ;)

[wacki]

i will always be here for you, im not as busy as you, so if you have a freaking lunch break at one of your 1000 jobs i will be there. talking really is the best thing.
and i have faith that you will be able to figure things out and it will work out for the best.

i love you

[thegreenbeast]

thanks :) we should go to lunch - you just let me know when you're up for leaving the apartment, and we're on. i mean... between all the wedding stuff and everything!!

i love you too! thanks for cheering me up!