it's been forever since i updated this bad boy.
i miss the good ol' days!

it was 37 weeks ago that i last updated my livejournal. that is absolutely crazy. let's be friends. everyone come visit me in the windy city.

i miss my friends from a year ago.

i miss my life a year ago.

no more of this feeling down. im just me and i am fine with that. done.

july, july never seemed so strange.

i guess they are blowing things up in the sky tonight. its supposed to be a sight to see. we will see.

i seem to have a knack for ruining good things. im not completely sure what my problem is.

help me if you can im feeling down
and i do appreciate you being around
help my get my feet back on the ground
wont you please, please help me?

and i have to go to work soon.

life is good.

i really need to get out of here. if only it were that easy.

i never thought life would feel at all like this again. i thought id already found my happy ending. i swear its getting worse every day. i must be crazy- im talking to computers more than to people.

is life really supposed to feel like this? why is it so hard to talk? what the fuck is wrong with me?