i can't help but think

[thegood1srtaken]

i'm being totally used....

everything seems so perfect....

but i have this sneaking suspicion,

that things aren't what they seem

and I am TERRIFIED

that if i completely let myself open up

i am going to get royally screwed.

but i can't help but keep falling deeper

even knowing that my heart

is prolly gonna get ripped outta my chest.

:-(

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[ohlove_mylove]

dude.
why do we go through similar situations so often?!
I had the same feelings with bonnie.
And even though lauren and everyone else warned me about it,
I did it anyway.
you know why?
because i didn't give a fuck what was going to happen.
She could've shredded my heart into 37894 little pieces
and I STILL would've made the same choice
because that's life; you learn from all your stupid mistakes
and it makes you a better person in the end.
In my eyes, it's always better to take chances and go out on a limb.
Otherwise, you're just stuck saying "what if" or "I wonder".

it's good for you.
=]

[thegood1srtaken]

thanks claire...i am glad i went out on that limb, cuz its working out amazing after all...i tend to question everything so much, but i'm trying to just put my fears aside and go for it, because otherwise i realized i end up shortchanging myself because of my insecurities.

but thanks for your support...i love ya claire, i really do. you are quite an awesome person. and you are totally in the living room at lauren's house right now. haha. :-p