Dance with me ( Read more... )

I was bored. So I changed my journal title. And my journal subtitle. And then I made my mood have penguins instead of wierdo smiley faces.

I am still bored.

This has not solved anything.

Figures.

God i wish today was over already. It feels like I've been here for wayyyyyy too long and i am going crazy.

Plus i don't have my squishy stress ball any more, i don't know where it went, and now i can't be creative. Seriously, i need that thing. It saves my life when i have to come up with headlines. I need a new one. Ugh.

Anyway, yesterday night was ( Read more... )

retardedly happy.

its as simple as that.

:-D

HOORAY FOR HAPPINESS!

i'm being totally used....

everything seems so perfect....

but i have this sneaking suspicion,

that things aren't what they seem

and I am TERRIFIED

that if i completely let myself open up

i am going to get royally screwed.

but i can't help but keep falling deeper

even knowing that my heart

is prolly gonna get ripped outta my chest.

:-(

sooooo....i have finally found some semblance of happiness in my life, despite my re-unemployment, the state of the economy, the looming holidays ahead and all the craziness that is the life of kari ( Read more... )

its simply the thought that makes me happy
even if it never becomes so
its still beautiful to see
that speck of light at the end
i know now that i'm moving
towards the right direction
and the light will keep growing
my opportunities will abound
but that first little speck
is the sweetest
of it all.

i just got back from a dermatologist appointment, where when i walked in the office, i realized there was an old man sitting in the corner, playing a harmonica. it is the single most strange thing i have seen/heard in quite a while. and even wierder, is that he was pretty darn good. just thought you all should know ( Read more... )

but i figure i should post something ( Read more... )

I have decided, it is time I sat down, said, "Fuck You World" and honest to god truly gave writing a book a worthwhile shot. I have no idea how this will actually pan out, but for now, I'm pleased. Hostile and/or constructive criticism is welcome, but only if accompanied by the answer to the following question: "Would you keep reading this?" k ( Read more... )