HAPPINESS????
sooooo....i have finally found some semblance of happiness in my life, despite my re-unemployment, the state of the economy, the looming holidays ahead and all the craziness that is the life of kari.
i have met a fantastically wonderful girl, who i absolutely adore and who seems to absolutely adore me back, and we can't seem to do without each other lately, seriously, its a good thing i have unlimited text messages or i'd be racking up like a thousand dollar phone bill, its nuts.
only problem is, apparently i am kinda stealing her from a boyfriend that she doesn't exactly seem to spend much time with, but for some reason is wary of breaking up with him, because she still thinks he's a great guy, and hasn't given her any reason to. i want to put my foot down and just say, pick one, but for some reason, i can't. perhaps i'm terribly afraid that she won't pick me, even though rationally that makes little to no sense, since i have spent nearly every day with her, and talking/texting her during every opportunity while we are at work or she is at school and so on....i just don't want this to fall apart, and my stupid ego is still rather fractured....
so, i have just decided to be my very awesome self for a few days, and then i will somehow, come up with an ultimatum, and i really hope that this works in my favor.
i might be crazy....but you know what??? i think it might be worth it. just cuz life has absolutely terrible timing sometimes....i will not let this opportunity pass me by. I CAN'T.
questions? comments? wanna tell me i'm a nutjob??? please do!!!! i need it, apparently.
i have met a fantastically wonderful girl, who i absolutely adore and who seems to absolutely adore me back, and we can't seem to do without each other lately, seriously, its a good thing i have unlimited text messages or i'd be racking up like a thousand dollar phone bill, its nuts.
only problem is, apparently i am kinda stealing her from a boyfriend that she doesn't exactly seem to spend much time with, but for some reason is wary of breaking up with him, because she still thinks he's a great guy, and hasn't given her any reason to. i want to put my foot down and just say, pick one, but for some reason, i can't. perhaps i'm terribly afraid that she won't pick me, even though rationally that makes little to no sense, since i have spent nearly every day with her, and talking/texting her during every opportunity while we are at work or she is at school and so on....i just don't want this to fall apart, and my stupid ego is still rather fractured....
so, i have just decided to be my very awesome self for a few days, and then i will somehow, come up with an ultimatum, and i really hope that this works in my favor.
i might be crazy....but you know what??? i think it might be worth it. just cuz life has absolutely terrible timing sometimes....i will not let this opportunity pass me by. I CAN'T.
questions? comments? wanna tell me i'm a nutjob??? please do!!!! i need it, apparently.