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[thegirlversion]

This weekend made me think about my life a lot. Seeing all the happy crafty people at Renegade just really hit me hard. Made me realize how unhappy I really am in my job. I am not a stagnant person yet I feel so stagnant in life right now. I applied for one new position but I really need to get my butt in gear and seriously start applying for new

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[divinemsem]

Sorry to hear you are having some doubts about your current direction...it happens to all of us. I understand where you are coming from with law school b/c it is so insanely expensive to apply. It is such a big life decision, which makes is even more stressful.

Good luck, I hope you are able to meditate on ir (or whatever may clear your mind) and come to a decision. Sometimes, it helps to put it all aside for a few days and not think about it at all-just clear your head a bit.

[thegirlversion]

Thanks so much. I feel like we are in similar situations. I definitely am going to apply and wish for the best, I think the matter is more what is going on right now and will be going on in those less-than-12 long months until law school actually begins.

[checkersumthing]

Hang on, you'll get through it. I often wonder if what I'm doing is what I really want to do, but I think what gets me through it is having mini goals. Rather than look at the big picture (which is important, but overwhelming), look at the small ones. Wait and see how the applications work out, then go from there. Maybe you do something part-time, or volunteer, to have something going on other than work.

[thegirlversion]

Its all about the mini-goals which for me can be something like going to a wedding out of town in the middle of October, going to Renegade this past weekend or looking forward to band practice.

And I am so thankful that my doubt doesn't stem from not wanting to go to school but from wanting to go back too badly and do everything! I am sure I am going to apply to law school, I think its just going to be a matter of what I do in the ensuing year.

Thanks so much for the moral support. Its so hard when I feel like I have so much on my shoulders and so much going on in my life right now, I really want to get everything just right.