I'm gradually trying to wean him out of my life. I'm not so sad about him not texting anymore, or not seeing him anymore. It still hurts, but I'll move on eventually ( Read more... )

Last night F had his turn at being the asshole ( Read more... )

Man, it's been a ride. In some ways, I think it's still a ride ( Read more... )

Guys he added me on Facebook ( Read more... )

I just got back from what was probably one of the most amazing weekends of my life ( Read more... )

What if all this nothing is really just nothing? And that I'm forming an attachment to someone who really doesn't care about me?

What if?

Also known as the day a guy fucked me in his friend's car at a party.

I'm leaving Bangkok in a few hours. I don't want to leave. I'm having so much fucking fun and it's just ugh, I'm broke as hell but I'm just having so much FUN. I eat whatever I want, I go shopping, I drink and stay up for as long as I want… goddamn, and people wonder why there are so many tourists in Thailand ( Read more... )

So I'm in like a weird place right now. Not Bangkok, but like my state of mind. It's 6AM right now and all the boys are asleep. I can't, though. I'm insanely confused. And like, unvalidated ( Read more... )

I just finished packing for my trip to Bangkok tomorrow and oh my god ang bobo ko ( Read more... )