Get Lucky
I just got back from what was probably one of the most amazing weekends of my life.
Friday at work just went by too slow; my boss was on leave so I had nothing to do but count the hours till 420 weekend could start. Tanya and I pre-gamed at Ayala Triangle, which is always hilarious, and then we met up with F at Dillinger's while waiting for Tim to pick us up. Oh my god, it was like he got even more gorgeous than before. I don't know why. His hair was bouncy and think and ugh. Just surreal. Ang intense ng crush ko sa kanya.
The ride on the way to Tagaytay was a little horrid because four of us had to squeeze in the back of Tim's Beamer. But I got to sit beside him and I fell asleep on his shoulder… then I felt him rest his head on mine. PINOY TEEN MOVIE LANG ANG PEG.
We ended up at Jo's place, this really awesome spa where we smoked by the bonfire till five in the morning. Oh, man. It was bliss. F and I roomed in one tent (with three single-sized futons) while the rest of them had a tent of their own. We were about to settle in bed na, then he goes, "Wanna brush our teeth first?"
I realize that I don't have any toothpaste (bobo) so I ask him for some. We walk to the bathroom area, and right by the steps of the boys' bathroom, I ask him for toothpaste. Then he says, "Why don't we just brush our teeth here?"
So yeah. We brushed our teeth together. It was so intimate. I know I had sex with this guy in a car and he's seen parts of me not a lot of people have, but that just took the cake. It was the most innocent foreplay in the world, and I'm ashamed to say that I wanted to jump his bones right then.
Nothing happened, though. We walked back to the tent, and he asked me if I wanted to go for a smoke. I decided to stay in and sleep at the cushion nearest the wall of the tent. He gets back, and I swear to you I was half-expecting that he'd reach in and just go for it. (Lesbihonest, all that toothbrushing kind of turned me on!!!) He didn't, though. He lied on the futon beside mine. We were turned to each other after a minute or two of weird jokes that I don't remember. Then I close my eyes for a minute or two. When I open them again, I see him looking at me. And I just wanted to melt because no one's ever looked at me that way and I just. Oh, man. Exploding heart cannot take!!!!
I woke up a little early the next day, and I find him sleeping like an adorable baby. GUYS HE'S STILL GORGEOUS IN HIS SLEEP WELP!!!! I stand up after I hear Tanya and Pierre hanging by the trampoline, but I make a quick look back at him. GAHHHH. He moved his futon close to mine while I was sleeping!!!!!!!!!!!! GUYS WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!
This is irrelephant except for future documentation, but when we went on a fag break after our bulalo lunch, and he told Tanya (while I was there!!!) all about how his ex, who now lives in New Jersey, wanted to meet up with his best friend. WHY DID HE MAKE THAT KWENTO AROUND ME? I mean, okay, he wasn't pining naman. And and this guy named Matt was supposed to be Sam's plus one, but Sam couldn't make it so wala si Matt. Tanya was worried na sasama si Matt because he once made out with Alex, as in F's ex. When she asked him, "Would you have been okay with Matt around?" Then F says, "I just don't like him as a person." then goes to say that if he truly cared if Matt came along or not, it would mean that he wasn't done with Alex yet, but he was!!!! OH MAN. <3
Anyway, here I am all sexually frustrated and whatever, and we head to the beach. We decided to be tipid and just rent one big tent that'll fit everyone. Bud, beach, boys? Oh man. Perfection. F went swimming and I'm just hot damn I wanna get stick sea water all over me if it means I get to jump you. SORRY. Too gross. NOT!!
He lets me be the first person to ever try to new strain he made and oh god, it was like an insane high. I felt like I would space out then get kickstarted with those cardiac paddles in hospitals. I had so much weird energy but I was tired… the bud wasn't stable yet so damn, thanks for making me a test subject, F.
F decides to take a bath, so he's gathering his things while I'm lying back the bags in the tent. SLUTTY, SLUTTY ME speaks up and says, "Can I give you a quick kiss before you shower?" He hesitates at first, but I say please and oh god, I felt like the top of my head was gonna blow off. It was brief and I was just insanely bitin, so I ask him again and again until he eventually has to go and I'm just like FUCK!!!!!!!! Why?????
When he crosses paths with Tanya on the way to the showers, he tells her what I did and he feels bad daw!!!! Idk how this is relevant oh my god guys I'm so incoherent right now.
Anyway so nothing much happened then, and I was feeling incredibly awkward because damn I practically mauled him, didn't I? (I did not account for the fact that he totally stuck his tongue in my mouth first. HABA NG HAIR!!!)
We had lunch and Tanya goes on a fag break with him. Apparently, they talked about what happened. He asked again if I'm okay, and she tells him that I'm okay naman (LIES!!!!) and he replies the ultimate truth bomb, "Yeah, I just don't want it to be physical-physical, you know? I really like that we're connecting, and I don't want to lose that."
GUYS PUTANGINA!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday at work just went by too slow; my boss was on leave so I had nothing to do but count the hours till 420 weekend could start. Tanya and I pre-gamed at Ayala Triangle, which is always hilarious, and then we met up with F at Dillinger's while waiting for Tim to pick us up. Oh my god, it was like he got even more gorgeous than before. I don't know why. His hair was bouncy and think and ugh. Just surreal. Ang intense ng crush ko sa kanya.
The ride on the way to Tagaytay was a little horrid because four of us had to squeeze in the back of Tim's Beamer. But I got to sit beside him and I fell asleep on his shoulder… then I felt him rest his head on mine. PINOY TEEN MOVIE LANG ANG PEG.
We ended up at Jo's place, this really awesome spa where we smoked by the bonfire till five in the morning. Oh, man. It was bliss. F and I roomed in one tent (with three single-sized futons) while the rest of them had a tent of their own. We were about to settle in bed na, then he goes, "Wanna brush our teeth first?"
I realize that I don't have any toothpaste (bobo) so I ask him for some. We walk to the bathroom area, and right by the steps of the boys' bathroom, I ask him for toothpaste. Then he says, "Why don't we just brush our teeth here?"
So yeah. We brushed our teeth together. It was so intimate. I know I had sex with this guy in a car and he's seen parts of me not a lot of people have, but that just took the cake. It was the most innocent foreplay in the world, and I'm ashamed to say that I wanted to jump his bones right then.
Nothing happened, though. We walked back to the tent, and he asked me if I wanted to go for a smoke. I decided to stay in and sleep at the cushion nearest the wall of the tent. He gets back, and I swear to you I was half-expecting that he'd reach in and just go for it. (Lesbihonest, all that toothbrushing kind of turned me on!!!) He didn't, though. He lied on the futon beside mine. We were turned to each other after a minute or two of weird jokes that I don't remember. Then I close my eyes for a minute or two. When I open them again, I see him looking at me. And I just wanted to melt because no one's ever looked at me that way and I just. Oh, man. Exploding heart cannot take!!!!
I woke up a little early the next day, and I find him sleeping like an adorable baby. GUYS HE'S STILL GORGEOUS IN HIS SLEEP WELP!!!! I stand up after I hear Tanya and Pierre hanging by the trampoline, but I make a quick look back at him. GAHHHH. He moved his futon close to mine while I was sleeping!!!!!!!!!!!! GUYS WHAT'S WRONG WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!
This is irrelephant except for future documentation, but when we went on a fag break after our bulalo lunch, and he told Tanya (while I was there!!!) all about how his ex, who now lives in New Jersey, wanted to meet up with his best friend. WHY DID HE MAKE THAT KWENTO AROUND ME? I mean, okay, he wasn't pining naman. And and this guy named Matt was supposed to be Sam's plus one, but Sam couldn't make it so wala si Matt. Tanya was worried na sasama si Matt because he once made out with Alex, as in F's ex. When she asked him, "Would you have been okay with Matt around?" Then F says, "I just don't like him as a person." then goes to say that if he truly cared if Matt came along or not, it would mean that he wasn't done with Alex yet, but he was!!!! OH MAN. <3
Anyway, here I am all sexually frustrated and whatever, and we head to the beach. We decided to be tipid and just rent one big tent that'll fit everyone. Bud, beach, boys? Oh man. Perfection. F went swimming and I'm just hot damn I wanna get stick sea water all over me if it means I get to jump you. SORRY. Too gross. NOT!!
He lets me be the first person to ever try to new strain he made and oh god, it was like an insane high. I felt like I would space out then get kickstarted with those cardiac paddles in hospitals. I had so much weird energy but I was tired… the bud wasn't stable yet so damn, thanks for making me a test subject, F.
F decides to take a bath, so he's gathering his things while I'm lying back the bags in the tent. SLUTTY, SLUTTY ME speaks up and says, "Can I give you a quick kiss before you shower?" He hesitates at first, but I say please and oh god, I felt like the top of my head was gonna blow off. It was brief and I was just insanely bitin, so I ask him again and again until he eventually has to go and I'm just like FUCK!!!!!!!! Why?????
When he crosses paths with Tanya on the way to the showers, he tells her what I did and he feels bad daw!!!! Idk how this is relevant oh my god guys I'm so incoherent right now.
Anyway so nothing much happened then, and I was feeling incredibly awkward because damn I practically mauled him, didn't I? (I did not account for the fact that he totally stuck his tongue in my mouth first. HABA NG HAIR!!!)
We had lunch and Tanya goes on a fag break with him. Apparently, they talked about what happened. He asked again if I'm okay, and she tells him that I'm okay naman (LIES!!!!) and he replies the ultimate truth bomb, "Yeah, I just don't want it to be physical-physical, you know? I really like that we're connecting, and I don't want to lose that."
GUYS PUTANGINA!!!!!!!!!!!