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[thefadingshadow]

Why, if I know that recovery is the right thing, the good thing, the only choice, do I feel so fucking disgusting

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[thinandbones]

*hugs*

Very profound. I think a lot of us realize what is wrong, but just do not want to give it up. Whatever it is doing for us, whatever we are getting out of it (and I'm sure that's different for each person) is addictive. *sigh*

*more big hugs*