So, yet another pattern of my life is apparently set in stone. It's as if there's some banner hiding somewhere on the road of life, saying in big letters, "YOU WILL NEVER HAVE FRIENDS ( Read more... )

Jessi was in charge of off-post TO, was the off-post bay chief. Sunday night DOA airman leader meeting comes... and now she doesnt have a job. Why do these things keep happening to us? Our life at home is great but life at work just keeps sucking ( Read more... )

Pretty much I've been pissed off. For a long time. Recently, bumped into some stuff that pissed me off even more. Pissed off so much that Ive almost stopped caring about whats right. However, Ive recently been liberated from this. Thanks (mostly) to my wife and a bit to an old friend, it's all behind me now ( Read more... )

ok so I've gotten over it. All of it. I've learned to stand up for myself in the moment, and fire back even if it's rude. It sure beats carrying around a "I should have" burden ( Read more... )

So I've been sitting around a lot and it's given me time to reflect and talk about some stuff with jessi. There's lots of stuff I want to say, so I will just ramble and see where it takes me.

First off, Jessi's been watching One Tree Hill a lot recently. She downloaded about 10 episodes and been watching 2 or 3 in a row at a time. I honestly dont ( Read more... )

I just wanted to sit aside and write about how awesome my parents are. I've wizened up a bit, and at great cost to my self-righteousness have realized just how much I owe them ( Read more... )

soooo. Did everyone have an awesome christmas and new years ( Read more... )

Well, christmas is right around the corner. This journal entry bespeaks my serious involvement in class... or lack thereof. For the most part when i get bored, I imagine a giant pink porpoise suddenly bursting through the walls and eating the teacher before gandering back home. It makes things suddenly more interesting and intense, I'm not sure how ( Read more... )

They gave me my green rope back.

Why does it feel like I've been slapped in the face.

I'm not doing well