Comments | thedizzywriter: I will not be on. Please understand and be patient as I really heal.

thedizzywriter

I will not be on. Please understand and be patient as I really heal.

Sep 24, 2018 16:51

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seraph_tenshi September 24 2018, 23:08:59 UTC

I know how you feel...If you wanna talk, then talk to me, but lets do that in private. Im here for you.

thedizzywriter September 25 2018, 04:34:05 UTC

You are such a wonderful, sweet friend to me mrs. Seraph. You all have been. Bless you all ( ... )

seraph_tenshi September 25 2018, 08:27:34 UTC

Its a game yes but I´m real. What you see here its me, just parts of me, of course, but its me. Keep in mind, even if the vamps are fake so I´m sure even the vamp actors shows here sides of themselves. At least a tiny bit and now and then. So they are not totally fake ;) But, as I told you many years before, they are actors and they cant be always here for you. Its a fantasy world here after all.
However, I´m sure we all would get alone if we would meet in RL. Maybe we wouldn´t be the best friends but we would be buddys.

*smiles* Then Jesus and you are real bros! <3

Take all the time you need.

Sarah, be that person you wanna be.Not a person where you think others will like. Dont please others, find- and be yourself.

heydrinkthis September 25 2018, 13:18:51 UTC

I know we've never really talked but i know what youre going through. Ive been there. Still am. I have insomnia and PTSD because of it and its been over 10 years. If you ever want to talk, Im here.

sr_kalika September 25 2018, 18:38:37 UTC

Take all the time you need for healing. I’m sorry for the situation but I’m glad you feel safe here.

beautesauvage13 September 25 2018, 22:29:33 UTC

Take all the time you need to heal. I'm always here if you ever want to talk or rant.

Athena

thedizzywriter September 26 2018, 14:12:27 UTC

Cleaning out my inbox now.
I have clarity for the first time in my life and the world is so beautiful now but I gotta go to bed.

I’ve been screaming this whole time because I blocked it all but I get it. I understand everything about my world clearly for the first time.

You’re right. It’s the pot.
Fuck all those guys. They’re lost and I’m ok now right here on this shitty couch I’ve never felt ok with because I’m experiencing Humanity®️©️™️ For the first time in my life and it’s hard.

beautesauvage13 September 26 2018, 15:55:06 UTC

I'm happy for you :) it's good to know what it was that was causing your anxiety ect. Now you have something you can work on and heal.

Hugs.

Athena

thedizzywriter September 26 2018, 15:55:58 UTC

No. I’m fine now.

I’ve just spent so long preforming for her I couldn’t see these Beautiful performances.

I’m gonna always let everyone in because I know you guys have probably worried over me so long. Thanks.