I will not be on. Please understand and be patient as I really heal.

[thedizzywriter]

I am safe
I am healing
For those on SR they knew I have experienced panic attacks my whole life.

I had a post traumatic awakening and now I know.

I was raped.

That is why.

Please do understand that the person you have been talking to is now a Very Changed person.

I think I understand why I have felt pulled to talk more with Certain Members lately.

Thank you all for completing this journey with me.
I feel like the center of a rock opera