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warning... rant.
I am losing my shit, quite honestly.. some days I find it very hard to get out of bed. HARD to take 2 steps out the apt door, and painful to leave the apt building. In short my anxiety/panic attacks are at an all new high ( Read more... ) -
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Well its been since May that I have posted but with good reason. Its been a few devastating months for my moms family and of course myself. Early may my mom lost a sister, intern I obviously lost my aunt. She had cancer and told no one, which by the way WTF!!!... and then sadly on the 26th of that month my grandfather passed away at the age of 84. ( Read more... ) -
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So Im kinda ashamed of my weight, I had no idea i weighed that much until I went for my annual physical, but its been 2 months since then, and my weight has dropped and then ballooned back up. Im finally keeping the pounds off, and ive lost 6!! So im really happy about that, I know it might be a long way till I reach my goal weight but Im damn ( Read more... ) -
weight loss adventure...
Ive dropped 6 pounds FUCKING RIGHT!! lol... I know thats only a mere start but I am getting there. YAY!!! So ive decided to post a pic or two of me that are nsfw to show my progress.. I will post them before the end of the night, need to find my usb cable first... -
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Well I havent posted in close to a month and i am very sorry for that. I have been undeniably quite busy. Much to much on the go ( Read more... ) -
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Blair has been sick, and I MEAN SICK SICK SICK SICK x's infinity for just over 5 days now, but the fever he had seems to be few and less of a temperature when he gets one. So you know what have I been doing since last thursday?? Waiting on him hand and foot, getting him cold cloths for his forehead, tylenol/advil for the pain etc etc etc... It got ( Read more... ) -
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I am going STIR CRAZYYYYYY...
Literally. Losing my ever loving mind. Day in and day out stuck in this apt. I can look out the window , go for a mere walk down the road, but thats about it. It aint that pretty, or interesting. I know I am supposed to follow doctors orders but FUCK that.
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Had my physical today... everything checked out, clean bill of health; minus my iron, it is quite low so i have to start taking iron supplements twice a day. Which isnt an issue. But apparently I am on the obese end of the scale?! SERIOUSLY. For real doc, you are a man, you went to the school of life, so im sure you know that calling a woman obese ( Read more... ) -
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I totally have to share this quick recipe i found in a newspaper for homemade strawbwerry lemonade, worked out great ( Read more... ) -
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I really dont mind cleaning, I take pride in it, I love to have a clean nice smelling apt at all times, i hate dust i hate filth, im ocd when it comes to this, so you can trust my apartment at most times is spotless. Ill sweep, then vaccum and mop all floors, overdoing it yes, but I dont like dirt.... I wake up my routine is eat, clean - do ( Read more... )