Well i haven't written in here for like a year. Jesus. Well, a lot has changed that is for sure. I might as well be a CA resident. Which is weird, i never though id call anywhere but VT home. It still is home for me. i dont call this hotel room i live in home, i call my room in chester home. speaking of which, im going to be home in august its ( Read more... )

back in cali...i miss her so much. that was by far the hardest goodbye ever. harder than last time cuz the time we had together was so short. not even a week, after being gone 6 and a half. and yesterday i left not even knowing when i was going to see her next, and then found out that i will again be in the homeland from the 23rd of september to ( Read more... )

im so fucking scared to move to california it's not even funny. i dont know what im going to do. ive been freaking out on the inside for weeks. and now that it closes in when everyday goes by i know im that much closer. im scared of change. absolutely petrified.

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i really enjoy having life mostly figured out. it's a good feeling.

and feeling love and happiness is awesome

and so is california kush. im in love all over again.

this time of year has crazy nostalgia. like goddamn. it's weird not being in school when it's this type of weather. and leaving when it's so nice out and skipping school. fuuuuck.

whatever. everything else is fucking awesome so i wont be thinking about it for long

as much as im not getting too much closer to figuring out life, im really fucking happy right now. ive needed this mutual feeling for awhile, and it's better than 100 christmas' now that it's there. yes indeed. hows life people? i havent talked to you livejournal people in forever

that was a quality new years :-) better than last year, my fifth wasnt dropped and broken! and considering i went to bed at like 6. well, sleep.

yo cam, i need my hat, it's in your car.

wow i havent written in this for a long ass time. but i figured ill try and sum up 2007 in some sort of entry, which probably wont really be worth reading so if you dont care stop here...still there? cool dude! i love you. you can probably guess im a bit bored. coming into work in the morning is a weird feeling cuz i always work then afternoon/ ( Read more... )

i love fucking up. it's my favorite

music is literally the only thing that makes me feel alive or even like a human being after everything that's happened. and there is no exaggeration in that statement