Title: Numbers
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snorefestDisclaimer: I do not own these characters, they belong to Nickelodeon and associates. I am writing this for fun and not for profit.
Fandom: Big Time Rush
Pairings/Characters: Kendall/Logan
Rating: HARD, KINKY R (but not the most graphic ever)
Word Count: 5,181
Warnings: Angst-->bondage porn-->cavity inducing fluff
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EXCUSE ME WHILE I TRY TO FORM COHERENT WORDS.
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YEAH. NOT HAPPENING.
THIS WAS FUCKING HOT AS THE MOTHER FUCKING SUN ON HYPERSHINE AND GODDAMN I CAN'T EVEN.
And like, beyond the HOTBOYTOUCHINGANDKISSING goodness, your characterization of the boys is SO GOOD and I LOVED their interaction and Logan's hesitation and Kendall's absoluteness and EFFING ADORABLENESS together and WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE BOYS YES!!
And my favoritest favorite part that nearly killed me DEAD:
“Kendall,” Logan said, and arched up off the bed, desperately trying to press against anything, desperately needing contact. Kendall pulled away from Logan, lifted himself straight up, and Logan felt like saying a lot of bad words and getting really angry if only he wasn’t so turned on ( ... )
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Also, the icon that you're using is totally the icon I use as my dirty Kogan icon, as well. obvious!glittery!boyfriends ESP ♥
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THIS WAS FUCKING HOT AS THE MOTHER FUCKING SUN ON HYPERSHINE AND GODDAMN I CAN'T EVEN.
This is probably the best thing anyone has ever said to me.
Thank you! Characterization is really important to me when I'm ficcing, and keeping that, like, basic fiber that makes Kendall and Logan what they are, so I'm really, really glad that it worked for you! And how awesome is it that, in our corner of tweendom, it is possible for a bondage fic to be properly characterized? My life is made of amazingHahaha, you have no idea, I was so worried about posting this because, well first of all, now that it's posted everyone knows just how filthy I really am. But also I was so worried that I would post this ridiculously kinky fic, and then everyone would be like "wow, nice try but that isn't hot at all," so it make me so fjgkhskdjfkshsk to hear you ( ... )
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I LOVE HOW WE HAVE COMPANION ICONS IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY AND I GIGGLE SHAMELESSLY.
And I know exactly what you mean. Characterization is something that I never realize I care so much about until I somehow spend a thousand of words developing it. And it's not something you can just come out and say, you've got to integrate it into the story, like seams on jeans. And you did that wonderfully and it felt like I was taking a peek into their lives. :) And hellllll yessss this is fanTAStic canon information. I wonder what these boys are thinking when they do these things in front of the camera. Like, seriously? Squirting water? Pillow fights? Crossdressing? Bondage via seatbelts? Don't they realize that they're being total sparkly queers? They must. And they must mean it. And that's why this fandom is AWESOME.Don't worry -- we' ( ... )
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WE'RE THE CUTEST SPARKLY BOYFRIENDS EVER ♥
That's a really good way to put it-- like the seams on jeans. I never realize I'm doing it (and how important it is to me) until I reread my fic and I'm like "wow this is like one big character jerk" and then I have to edit it so it doesn't read like a character description. Embarrassing! Seriously, they have to be toying with us. I don't even know. Subtlety!fail is strong with this canon, and I for one am in support of it's continuance.
Haha, thank you. *blushes*
Honeymoon? We could buy tickets to see BTR touring
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Thank you! I feel like they’re similar to our other boys in the sense that everything that happens between-all of them, really, is just a natural extension of their relationship. So inevitability and blurring lines and all of that is something I really wanted to communicate, and I’m so glad that you thought it was effective! And, haha well, you know Logan. I just think he wouldn’t really be able to do anything, no matter how badly he wanted it, without weighing it all out, and calculating the risk, and all of that.
Yay! You and I have talked a lot about playfulness, and how important it is, so I’m glad that a.) you thought that I was successful with making it playful, and b.) the amount of playful didn’t distract from the smut, haha. ♥ ♥
I DON’T KNOW, KATYBETH. DOM KENDALL. *FAINTS*
How do they go from cotton candy cavity inducing fluff to mind-melting kinky porn and back again in the course of a paragraph? Because I'm not sure that should be ( ... )
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It's because we're looking for love when we look for ships!! ♥♥. It's the same way with Cam, really, in the sense of inevitability. Like, it's all different boys or girls, or different settings, but it's the same feelings, I guess.
Yeah, I agree with you! I mean, because they're so comfortable with each other (in my head canon) it's just another extension of their relationship, their friendship + some with each other.
♥ Our silliness is the giggliest kind. And yeah, the boys really, really do.
*thinks that her Logie is wrong (and is prepared to slap fight over it)*
(They totally, totally are, and you are totally, totally my puppet master. You better be glad that I love you.)
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Okay. Okay. GOD.
This was so sweet and also hot and HOW DO YOU DO THAT?!
I love the idea of their relationship just kind of blurring into something more, because that is just so them. And I also love Logan over thinking it because he would totally do that and Kendall would just be all, "Stop freaking out. Just because I wanna do you right now doesn't mean I don't love you."
“It’s not,” Kendall said, and Logan could feel Kendall looking at him again, and he was probably making that stupid puppy dog face again, but Logan didn’t really want to look at him right at that moment. “But you are.”
DAW. This made me so happy. Even if Logan did take it the wrong way, I knew what he meant and it was the sweetest thing ever.
And as Kendall licked a line up Logan’s neck and blew lightly, Logan broke, completely broke apart, and he pushed forward into Kendall, and in a breath “Iwanttobeyourboyfriend,” spilled out, and Logan wanted to take it back ( ... )
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Caps locking as a response to one of my fics always, always makes me happy.
I'm REALLY REALLY GLAD that you got both sweet and hot from the fic, because that was what I was really trying to communicate. You know, I mean it's Kendall and Logan so obviously a big part of their relationship is going to be kinky, kinky sex I'm a crazy person but also I think by the nature of who they are they love each other so much. My image of Kogan is best best friends who like to tie each other to the bed have sex a lot sometimes. But who are so close in so many ways that the lines blur, and sometimes it's overwhelming how much they feel for each other (because there are so many different facets to their relationship) and-- anyway, I'm rambling, because I ramble about meta, but basically thank you ♥. I'm so so so so soooo glad to hear that people are actually picking up on the things that I was really trying to do with this. And just, yay!
And yeah, Logan's sort of an overthinker, and Kendall's a risk taker and also ( ... )
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O-oh, my god.
YOU ARE OFFICIALLY ONE OF MY FAVORITE PEOPLE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD, K? KK. HI, I LOVE YOU.
Taytay and KB summed up all of my gooey melted brain thoughts already, but this was so hot and so wonderful and so perfect and holy fuckshit am I a complete sucker for dom!Kendall and vulnerable!Logan. omgggggggggggg.
“Why is this so easy for you?” Logan could feel the frustration bubbling up in him, and he couldn’t control it anymore.
“It’s not,” Kendall said, and Logan could feel Kendall looking at him again, and he was probably making that stupid puppy dog face again, but Logan didn’t really want to look at him right at that moment. “But you are.”
Logan made a kind of high pitched noise that probably would have been embarrassing if he wasn’t so offended. “Excuse me?”SO UH, MY BOYFRIEND AND I HAVE PRETTY MUCH HAD THIS EXACT CONVERSATION BEFORE. I WAS THE LOGAN ( ... )
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The feelings mutual! I love you, too! ♥♥♥
I don't even know, I think everyone's a sucker for dom!Kendall and vulnerable!Logan because-- well, because. Because it's canon, and because it's them. I love our boys, so much.
OK THAT'S ACTUALLY REALLY WEIRD-- MAYBE WE'RE PSYCHICALLY CONNECTED?-- AND YOU ARE REALLY PRECIOUS. DID YOU ACTUALLY SQUAWK? ♥♥
Awwwww, baby ♥ I LOVE our fandom. I think we have the most awesome, silly, nice, wonderful people in it. And I have two fics open as we speak, so never you fear! I seriously don't think I could stop writing these boys if I tried.
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&hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts &hearts
WE MUST BE CONNECTED. AND YES, I DID. AND NOW ANY TIME I MENTION ANYTHING BEING EASY, HE STARES ME DOWN AND THEN STARTS SNICKERING AND I WHINE.
And it's so true, this fandom is fantastic. Everyone is super friendly and playful and fun and talented.
I need to start writing BTR fic myself, but my boy muses are too busy having shirtless pillow fights.
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I love our fandom. A lot. Everyone is so silly!
WELL WRITE SHIRTLESS PILLOW FIGHTS, I'M PRETTY SURE EVERYONE WOULD BE OK WITH THAT.
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Thank you so so so much!
Haha, I actually totally think it’s amazing that we can say moments like that are probably canon, and actually mean it! But I’m so happy that you got both the silly and the hot, because one of the big things I wanted to do was to really weave those together. I mean, Kendall and Logan are just so comfortable with each other, and I think because they are so comfortable they would be playful.
I’m so happy that you liked their voices! Logan was really fun to write. Actually, both of them were really fun to write (and in my other fics, all four of them are really fun to write-generally, just really fun applies to every aspect of this fandom-- boys ♥ ♥). I’m happy it makes your heart happy ( ... )
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