Fic: Numbers

[moonspoken]

Title: Numbers
Author: snorefest
Disclaimer: I do not own these characters, they belong to Nickelodeon and associates. I am writing this for fun and not for profit.
Fandom: Big Time Rush
Pairings/Characters: Kendall/Logan
Rating: HARD, KINKY R (but not the most graphic ever)
Word Count: 5,181
Warnings: Angst-->bondage porn-->cavity inducing fluff
Summary:

Comments

[airekuh]

HOLY HELL. THIS WAS SO GOOD. MY BRAIN IS MELTED RIGHT NOW. LET ME TRY TO GET MYSELF TOGETHER.

Okay. Okay. GOD.

This was so sweet and also hot and HOW DO YOU DO THAT?!

I love the idea of their relationship just kind of blurring into something more, because that is just so them. And I also love Logan over thinking it because he would totally do that and Kendall would just be all, "Stop freaking out. Just because I wanna do you right now doesn't mean I don't love you."

“It’s not,” Kendall said, and Logan could feel Kendall looking at him again, and he was probably making that stupid puppy dog face again, but Logan didn’t really want to look at him right at that moment. “But you are.”

DAW. This made me so happy. Even if Logan did take it the wrong way, I knew what he meant and it was the sweetest thing ever.

And as Kendall licked a line up Logan’s neck and blew lightly, Logan broke, completely broke apart, and he pushed forward into Kendall, and in a breath “Iwanttobeyourboyfriend,” spilled out, and Logan wanted to take it back immediately, but it was too late. So he closed his eyes, turned his head, and waited for Kendall to pull away, to leave Logan standing in his boxer shorts and never come back.

Followed by:

“Is that all?” Kendall said. Logan opened an eye and Kendall was smiling at him, all wide and warm and squinty eyes. “Logie, you are such an idiot.”

I love this so much! Logan being so insecure and the Kendall coming back with how stupid he is because OF COURSE Kendall wants to be his boyfriend, duh. They were MADE to be boyfriends.

Logan almost couldn’t find his voice for a second because he was too focused in pressing up into Kendall’s hand, in needing more touch right the fuck now, but “I’m yours,” Logan said. He heard Kendall make a small sound, a short intake of breath or something. “I couldn’t be anyone else’s.”

Guh, so hot. I don't know why but possessive dominating Kendall is just so hot. Jesus.

Anyway, this is so good and I love how you made it sweet AND hot which is really, really hard to do. Plus, if possible, you made me fall even more in love with this pairing. God. ♥

[moonspoken]

Awwwwww ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Caps locking as a response to one of my fics always, always makes me happy.

I'm REALLY REALLY GLAD that you got both sweet and hot from the fic, because that was what I was really trying to communicate. You know, I mean it's Kendall and Logan so obviously a big part of their relationship is going to be kinky, kinky sex I'm a crazy person but also I think by the nature of who they are they love each other so much. My image of Kogan is best best friends who like to tie each other to the bed have sex a lot sometimes. But who are so close in so many ways that the lines blur, and sometimes it's overwhelming how much they feel for each other (because there are so many different facets to their relationship) and-- anyway, I'm rambling, because I ramble about meta, but basically thank you ♥. I'm so so so so soooo glad to hear that people are actually picking up on the things that I was really trying to do with this. And just, yay!

And yeah, Logan's sort of an overthinker, and Kendall's a risk taker and also really horny, but again best friends, so he knows he has to let Logan be Logan sometimes. I mean, this is going to sound all sappy but that's how I get about the boys sometimes, but I really think that for Kendall, loving Logan (even before he puts a word to it) is such a basic aspect of who he is. Like, he doesn't understand Logan freaking out, because loving Logan is the easiest most natural most Kendall thing in the world for him. ♥♥

Haha Kendall says sweet things. And sometimes he says sweet things in awkward ways. I'm glad that it made you happy, even if it made Logan squawk indignantly a little bit.

And yeah, the mushy parts of this fic were so much fun to write. Fluff is absolutely my favourite. And sometimes I go a little overboard, haha. But you're not really going to get angst from me. Maybe a little bit of angst leading into a happy ending, but I can never leave my boys miserable for too long. I'm SO GLAD that you liked the boyfriends part. I angsted out for a little bit, because I wasn't sure how I would do it in character, but the boys insisted. I really do think that's how it would happen. Kendall would already know, and he would be like "Logie, why do we even need to have this conversation? Of course we love each other."

Dom Kendall is the hottest thing I can't even. I don't understand why exactly, but... unf. Unf unf unf. I will never ever be over it.

Thank you so so so much! Kogan is such a wonderful pairing! Now to make you fall for the other pairings... *has a Jarlos and an OT4 in the works* >:)
♥