now that i have this new job with the schools starting in september, i REALLY don't want to go work at Bachman's until 8:00 tonight. the people that come in there are like, the most horrible, stuck up, selfish, and stupid people i have ever met in my entire life. i am dead serious.

I DON'T FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOU OR YOUR LANDSCAPING NEEDS!!

this new ( Read more... )

ok. seriously? women's sizing in jeans is totally screwy. 
short legs do not necessarily mean small hips.
i've got CURVES people!! 
now i just feel fat.
...BAH!!!

 i love having the freedom to do whatever i want with myself and my life, but sometimes (like right now) i wish someone would just tell me what to do!

ugh.

breakfasted
made coffee
showered
ironed 
cleaned
organized/printed resume and references
gone to an interview
printed and dropped off 2nd set of resume/references, this time with a cover letter
looked at an apartment
applied to 2 other jobs in the same field as previously mentioned interview (online)
found a 3rd roommate
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We are all products, like Oedipus, of an unlikely act of mercy. The incident of the shepard who cannot bear to kill a helpless infant and who makes  that pivotal choice- to give him, cursed though he is, to a life of unknowing exile- is resonant for all of us, since to be human is to be in exile.

We are all exiles from our mothers, sent out into the ( Read more... )

anyone who doesn't like the beatles can go fuck themselves.
'member that one, lisa?
^_^

carolyn (a co-worker): "oh hey, did you lose your fingertips working here?"

me (in SHOCK): "no... i... i was born that way,"

carolyn: "ooohhh i see, yeah, because i have a lot of farmer friends and relatives who have missing fingertips, thumbs, and stuff like that."

me: "nope, it's not like that for me, i was born this way..."

carolyn: *pats me on the ( Read more... )

Who were you with last night?
nobody.  i don't usually go out on sunday night. you see, i have this thing called a day job...

What woke you up this morning:
my alarm clock. my REALLY FREAKING LOUD alarm clock, haha, somehow the volume got turned up... i jumped so badly!

Is tonight going to be a good night:
no rehearsal = down time, always a good thing : ( Read more... )

what the FUCK. ? ! seems to be my reaction to a lot of things lately.
i need a stack of plates to throw. like now.

bummed.
tired.
bored.
unmotivated.
hopeful.
scattered.
awkward.
determined.
accomplished.
crazy.
stressed.
impatient.
lost.
flirtatious.
dizzy.
loud.
twitterpated (?)
annoyed.
frustrated.
bubbly.
bright.
antsy.
anxious.

just a few of the many emotions i've been feeling lately.
sometimes i just want to

scream.

i need a change.
i want to be swept off my feet.
i need...

a fresh ( Read more... )