my family is so annoying. I dropped a door on my right foot and my big toe is all swollen. Its soo painful. ouchies.

im a non-color coded girl
in a color-coded world
they all mix around me
like im riding the teacups
and i want to puke
but i must keep going
even though
its never going to stand still
and ill never stop twirling around
in my
color-coded world

so i sawe zoes little post about her having mono. Im quite pissed about that, although maybe it will turn into some time to see her, her parents will probably let me go on "sick visit" or someshit like that. I was at this party for like 5 minutes tonight and i felt extremely out of place. I guess its because i was the only freshman there but ( Read more... )

the brothers grimm was amazing. And i also made 10 dolla so thats even better. But i was very sleepy this morning when i woke up and slept in about half of my classes. I also realized how retarded laura is but also how much i love her, and her nug. And i realized how amazing ben and jerry's coffee ice cream is, because i ate an entire pint. ( Read more... )

tonight i went to this screening, and it was banging. I went kirsten and cami and i made 10 bucks. It was bangin but my mom is pissed and i realized how she is soo psycho

last night my mom picked me up from kirstens, drunk off my fucking ass. she flipped and asked me what pills i had taken. EVerytime she always asks about pill first, like its her duty or something to ask me if im one of those crazy pill poppers. Anyway, i hope i didnt make a fool of myself, probably tho, since im such a stupid drunk. I have such ( Read more... )

whoa, wat a day, not too eventful actually. I went to fencing for like the first time in a week, and zoe wasnt there, which is def. weird, but i had some bonding time with nicole. i hung out with ben for like 40 min... and that was..interesting. Thats absolutely the only word i have to describe it. My progress report came, i'm surprised my dad ( Read more... )

oh my i am soo tired. I'm trying to do this stupid timline thing for history, but i cant even write. and i cant figure out how to do all the cool shit one can do with a live journal, and my is that frustrating. bbaaahhhhh

im quite tired, and i just talked to zoe. I really think im experiencing withdrawl anxiety from her. Ahh this is muy terible. who will i smoke with at fc? what is this world coming to i ask time and time again. what has my world come to?! i kind of had an ok week. I'm starting to do school work again, for the first time in almost a year and a ( Read more... )