I was supposed to be in Davis on Friday. What I got was a week of unexpected adventure. I use the word adventure because throughout I had no idea what was coming next. About 4 hours from HSU I broke down on highway 20 just after entering Lake county. I didn't know it then, but my transmission had digested itself. At the time all I knew is my car ( Read more... )

Today I was able to play with my niece. A bath and the most akward costume change Im certian she'll ever encounter and we were good as new to stare and absorb everything in the visible spectrum. We watched my Dad pick up dog poop, and my dog try and uproot and elm tree, all the while singing moder folk and proving that infints have an ( Read more... )

Today one of my forestry classes loaded us into vans and drove us to a place I'd never been. I have no idea where it was, as I was asleep in the van, because any time I am in a car and not the driver, I have to sleep, in case for some reason I have to drive. Not that this would ever happen on a school van ride, but then agian, gently bumbs, a ( Read more... )

I smell awful. I dont remeber my last shower and it hurts to admit that. Finals. Ive got so much that needs to be done that Ive conceded not to do any of it until the day before. The day before, when I'll type out or cram or read as much as I can to secure a grade thats only half as good as what Im worth. Nothings changed. High school never ended, ( Read more... )

I got home from Europe...what, like two weeks ago? Something like that. I hadnt been to the gym since just about an hour ago(AM if you check the postdate)and you might know thats unlike me. The gym is like my club house, or rumpase room if we are using out of date terms. But coming down from a two day transatlantic flight I didnt have it in me to ( Read more... )

The History Channel isn't where I usually turn for violent televison(this is a lie)but ever so often something there can make me cringe. Did you see the billboards for "Washington the Warrior"? They were on the freeways, which is...where I guess most billboards are, but still I saw those and said "wow history channel billboards!" and steaming from ( Read more... )

I never thought my mom would be so offended by the word "pubes"

I sit in the dark and listen to a song, and I think about how that song makes me want to weep. But I cannot. It's at this time I remember I havnt taken "it" yet. So I sit up, walk twords the bathroom, and look in the mirror. And I think...is this real? Is it that when I feel an emotion that is uncomfortable, I ask myself if I took todays dosage? ( Read more... )

Respect your elders. They saying doesnt go as far in America as it does in other cultures but...its not any less true. When I used to go to therepy, after all of last years...well, whatever you'd call it, she was telling me all the reasons why it had happend. It wasnt all based in physcology either, a lot of it had to do with her just bieng older ( Read more... )

The heat makes me irritable. The shin splints, well, they make me angry. The pills keep me calm but its hard to remember if you took one or didnt. Once you take it it whipes your memory, and you forget. But if you dont take it, you wont remember till tomaro. And then that tomaro will kick your ass. You lose your functions. You forget how to act. ( Read more... )