i'm graduating... and just like always... i'm terribly unprepared for the next stage of life... any suggestions for what i should do with the rest of my life? i'm willing to entertain all ideas. 

 i have to learn to stop holding my breath... it only gives me a headache.

expectations ruin me.

today was the last day i worked at the drycleaners... and although i feel a tremedous sense of relief knowing that i'll never have to deal with any more whiny customer, their dirty clothes and ann, my manager, i still feel just as  disgruntled, annoyed and upset at everything and everyone. 
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 I want to escape. I want to run screaming into an abyss while ripping the clothes from my body like a banshee claiming the souls of the innocent. and i don't know why... i want to take a pill to forget the things that i constantly remind myself to forget... but never do. i always told myself that i'd rather regret the things that i have done than ( Read more... )

my life, the sum of all my possessions, so far fits into four boxes and three trash bags... i'm not looking forward to moving it all... but i'm definitely excited about get out of science drive and moving in with rich and desiree... i think my last semester at college is going to be the best one yet.

i will miss the late night swims though.

i went to a hindu temple to meditate today... the fragrances reminded me of the kama sutra section of fairvilla... that's all i could think about... i think i need more practice.

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i thought this was funny, but they called me dirty!

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