duh. lmao. I dnt kno why im updating but im going to alot more. i dnt know why either. I still have a lot of secrets that i havnt told anyone, and those secrets i do try to only tell one person spreads faster than butter on a roll on a summers day. yeah, thats pretty damn fast. p.s. I miss you. =P

its been a while since i updated in here. I started going out with this new kid, Rudy. and we are happy. well he's happy. and i'm not so happy anymore. I don't know what to do. I really do like him. and he is in love with me already. the other day jon decided that he didnt want to talk to me anymore, so he got his stuff out of my car and left. when ( Read more... )

moving day is comming closer. I got a call from a college for an open house, and they want me to go. thinking about it. I will only go there if i ca get a scholarship. also, NCCC seems to be the best choice for me.

I'm cold, My house is freezing. I'm moving. Not that far though. I am moving to niagara street. or ave. not sure. one of those. I really wish I could move out, I hate it here, My mom is a casino junkie, My dad is a dadd (Drunk and drugged dad) and I'm totally a caddd. My brother is headed in the same direction as him, My sister got back yesterday, ( Read more... )

I'm havong really bad pains. grrr. I dunno why. my heart hurts. and my back. and my neck... ok now its just my heart. Maybe its a cause from when i hit my head realllly hard on my bunk bed. n e ways. I really hope something doesnt happen. I know this is stupid. but it feels almost like u and liam are going to go back out. If u ever did... ow. fuck

got my hair cut yesterday. it looks hott. lol. well this sadness is getting me sad. I really want to tell people. the only reason i dnt is because i would NEVER put our friendship at risk. i value it so much...

I have a bad feeling somethings wrong. It's in my gut.. I just don't know what it is yet.