What makes someone desire so strongly to be cared for? I can't tell if you require an amount of attention that is normal, and I'm just not involved enough to care, or if you are just a truly needy person.

 My family is so sad recently and it's so strange to see a family that's been so strong all my life suddenly rocked.
My Uncle John who successfully fought off limphatic cancer ten years ago, succumbed to liver cancer a few weeks ago. It was a week long process where the family stayed with him by his bed side, each person taking turns just to make ( Read more... )

Newest annoyance.
When people say "Um...It's been like three weeks since we've seen each other. We're hanging outttttt. You have no choice. Thanks.

Its the "thanks" that bothers me. I don't know why. Its like being rude and forceful for a sentence is let off the hook by a thanks.

Life is in more of a transitional period again.
My uncle's bladder cancer spread to his liver.
Everything that happens is from now on.

Life is essentially a series of power moves. You may be wondering. What is a power move? Well. I'm more than happy to elaborate.
A power move results when a person imposes their will upon a situation, or another person. For instance, jumping off a cliff with a knife between your teeth. What's that? That's a power move.
Other power moves.
Jumping from ( Read more... )

I ripped your heart out from your chest
Replaced it with a grenade blast
Incinerate 
The firefighters hose me down
I don't care, I'll burn out anyhow
It's four-alarm girl, nothing to see
Hear the sirens come for me
You doused my soul with gasoline
You flicked a match into my brain
Incinerate

I finished my first semester at Michigan State.
Exponentially better than last year.
For the first time in my life my personal life is content.
Let's see how this summer goes.

Here's some things I am interested in right now.

• Zombies. Fast. Slow, or in between.
• Surviving a Zombie Apocalypse (Dawn of the Dead)
• Marvel Superheroes
• Marvel Antiheroes ( ( Read more... )

"Wow," he said. "Now you've said it. The hopeless emptiness. Hell, plenty of people are on to the emptiness part; out where I used to work, on the Coast, that's all we ever talked about. We'd sit around talking about emptiness all night. Nobody ever said 'hopeless,' though; that's where we'd chicken out. Because maybe it does take a certain amount ( Read more... )

I hate when I read books like Revolutionary Road, Rabbit Run, or Death of a Salesman and I connect with the men in the stories feeling they serve no purpose in life other than to figure out their purpose in life ( Read more... )

It's so freeing to not be forced into a personality.