May 27, 2007 19:56
Who: Cordelia, Wes, Angelus
When: October 13th
Where: Hideout
Cordelia was sitting in her room looking at the night sky through the window, it had been a month since she had lost the one remaining member of her Family. Everything had fallen apart and now Angel was a monster and who knew where the hell Wesley was, he hadn't even attempted to try and talk to her since she had gotten back, did he know about Angel? Cordelia sighed and tucked a stray piece of hair behind her ear.
I'll figure this out I'll get them back together, all of them Cordelia thought to herself as she stood but thats when it hit her, she clutched her chest as it tightened she couldn't breathe, the feeling of overwhelming despair over took her. Cordelia dropped to her knees she was gasping trying to catch her breath, she collapsed to the floor and lost consciousness.
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Cordelia's eyes fluttered open and she slowly raised her head and looked around the wave of despair covered her like a blanket, Cordelia lifted herself to her feet. Nothing mattered anymore she thought to herself, not the good fight, not the Powers, not Wes or Angel and she certainly didn't matter to anyone. Cordelia walked slowly out of her room and down the stairs she walked through the front door of the hideout and into the night air, she looked around and walked out into the middle of the street and waited for something or someone to come and free her from this despair to release her from her exsistance.