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[the_sell_out]

I really am a horrible person and if you're gone it's probably for your own good. If you're not but you'd like to be, just say so here. No hard feelings, and all that, eh?

Sorry for being so melodramatic, it's the only way I know how to do anything. I wallow in my self-pity and somehow I manage to convince myself that behaviour like this is

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[jedi_iwakura]

[indie_wonka]

Well I'm sorry if I pissed you off or something. I didn't mean to. Good luck with everything. <3

[the_sell_out]

It's nothing you did. I'm sorry.

[swagneto]

I'm sorry.

[the_sell_out]

You shouldn't be.

[misspale]

this is quite worrysome, letting go of all social contacts is nothing I would advice you to dp. You need people surrounding you. Even if it's mostly "online"

[the_sell_out]

I just, I don't know. I push people away as a last resort to get attention. It's pathetic.

I justify this to myself by thinking that I can't have people around me to whom I'm nothing but 'filler' and the last option and yada yada. My logic is not logic at all.

[misspale]

I know you keep pushing others away and the reasons you give seem quite logical to me. But you're not a substitute to the people who call you their friend. You might be more difficult to get along with than a person who hasn't got angst like you do, but you're a person in you're own right with or without angst. Never forget that you can exist and be whole without the angst cause I fear that it isi slwoly absorbing all of you and your entire personality. I remember you as such a vivid and fun person to be around, don't let it be destroyed Danuka, I fear for you loosing yourself in it. And I don't mean to sound like I know it all and am utterly wise, I am just concerned.

[the_sell_out]

I'll try. Fuck, I'm trying, apparently just not hard enough?