i still scare white people

chemical solutions to a nonchemical problem

catatonic stupor?

im almost there

sleep myself lucid. time to sleep myself lucid. lucid sleep until i am. sleep myself lucid. wish i could

im losing my fucking mind

go back I in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time Wanna go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in time go back in go back in time time go back in time go back in time go ( Read more... )

if this actually is more than just a run of the mill ear infection.

i have a feeling that i'll be deaf in my right ear shortly.

im already losing it.

....awesome.

hypocritical lying irresponsable shit talking bastard schizophrenic bi polar anxiety ridden fatass bastard too lazy to fucking get up and get on with his life always ready to do without ever accepting the consequence fucking coward to afraid to go after what he wants and too fucking stubborn to give up when he cant have it. a fucking ciggarette ( Read more... )

got a warehouse job in jacksonville

thursday is my last day at the OC. too bad they dont know that, maybe if i would've gotten a raise/promotion/anything seeing as how i was the FIRST dishwasher that place had EVER. after the jacksonville job, its dustins bar-b-q here i come to re-apply?

things ive accomplished this year:

-turned 18
-graduated highschool
-bought a new truck
-started a band
-held a job

but any and all of that will never compare to how fun my life was when i was 15. People come and go, but my memories are forever.

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