but how do you REALLY feel about him?

I loved you like I've never loved
And I don't think you understand what you've done
You break me down like no one can

Ran into Brian at the store today
Mixed feelings
How long does it take to get over a person?

Smells bring back such intense memories.
It really sucks sometimes.

It's been a while, huh?
Just busy with school and work.
Never enough money, always too much school.

Let's catch up!

Love Life: non-existent
Money: none
Dominic: resistant to the potty, but good
School: English 101, 4 days a week
Work: pisses me off

For once I have 2 days off
in a row
with nothing to do
no school, no work
kind of odd
I'm really bored

I know it's only been about 2 1/2 months
but I'm sick of being alone

The pain is starting to fade ( Read more... )

That was a terrible idea

I'm having dinner with Brian in an hour
I know it's not a good idea
And I don't really even know why I said yes
Maybe I like to torture myself
If nothing's changed, why bother?
I haven't seen him in 2 months
and I miss having him around
but he never really was around all that much, anyway...

"I love you. I'll always love you.
I miss you. You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
Losing you is the biggest regret in my life.
I'm sorry I treated you so badly.
You're so wise beyond your years.
You're wonderful.
I hope we can be friends one day.
Want to see a movie?"

not verbatim, obviously, but why does he have to make things so