It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

[the_lost_one]

The pain is starting to fade.
I don't think about him quite everyday anymore
he is occupying less of my thinking time
It's just...every time he calls, I feel like I have to start over again.
He breaks me down like no one can.

I'm seeing someone new
Someone I'm kind of excited about
Someone I actually want to see

Frustrated with work
I applied for a slot position
and I didn't get a phone call for an interview
like EVERYONE else did
so I ended up calling tonight,
and asked if perhaps it was denied because I'm not 21
even though I'll be 21 in 5 days
Dennis, the manager, said he never got one from me, and HR probably didn't send it over
Because they screen to see if you're 21
He suggested that I apply again once I turn 21, because another one is opening up anyway
It'll be posted next week
It's just frustrating.
Hopefully it's on swing shift, because that's why I was so stoked about this opening
I really don't want to work grave
and I think I have a better chance with the Swing manager and lead supervisor
they know me and like me