Summer has a tendency to knock me all askew; put that summer in the middle of a year as whacked out as this one has been, and I'm half askew before it even gets here. Send me a book rejection and then lock me in a car for the weekend, and summer doesn't even have to try any more ( Read more... )

If by some strange quirk you pay attention to such things, you have noticed that I haven't posted any reincarnation meditation reports lately. That's because, for the most part, I haven't attempted many. I've been too tired most of the time, due to moving and stressors and bad sleep and a bajillion other things, so if I do sit still for 20 minutes ( Read more... )

So a few days ago I posted to my LJ:

So I suppose it makes a certain amount of sense that weekend morning shifts started coming at me relentlessly. If the Universe wanted me to say adios to the job, that's probably the most effective way to do it. On the other hand, I kinda feel like I was nudged into taking the job by the Universe in the first ( Read more... )

So, say what you want about 2015, it was better than 2014, and for that I am grateful. In fact, while it's had its rough spots, when I analyze it carefully I find that it was also better than 2012 and 2013, being in fact one of the best years I've had in a long while ( Read more... )

Went through the Brian Weiss video this morning; the recurring motif was definitely that of the sea ( Read more... )

Went through the Brian Weiss video; other than a few bits of memory involving my old Mego Star Trek figures on a bed tray when I was home sick as a child, I got almost nothing but flickers and momentary glimpses. My healing color, when I could see one, was turquoise. When I attempted to visualize a garden, I seemed to be stuck behind a kind of ( Read more... )

Something I was not expecting with the new job, besides the afib attacks (sigh), was that I keep coming off every shift ridiculously stiff and unable to move for the next three hours or so- and walking in a bent over "old man" shuffle ( Read more... )

Today was largely an exercise in keepin' on keepin' on. Got some more progress on the second draft of my novel, did a shift at Starbucks, then came home and finished of Legend of Korra. I might do an extended discussion of that at some point later, but the tl;dr version is "It's a good series that is occasionally great, but never quite reaches the ( Read more... )

As you may know if you follow my Twitter feed, I was in atrial fibrillation ("afib") again yesterday, which I suspect had to do with pushing myself to do several long shifts at the new job last week. While trying to relax myself, I attempted to do a past-life meditation session, but was not very successful, although I did get some very clear ( Read more... )

Went through the Brian Weiss video yesterday. Childhood imagery was riding around on my first bicycle, a purple Schwinn. I particularly remembered the metal flakes in the paint, and driving through puddles fast to make sluices of water fly up ( Read more... )