why the FUCK does it hurt so much???

why can't i get her out of my head?
why would i do anything to make her happy?
why do i get her those lame little gifts?
why did i feel so bad last night?
why can't she see how i feel about her?
why do i think she's so amazing?
why have i not given up?
why do i keep trying?
why doesn't she see?

just why?

everything reminds me of her and to be completely honest i don't want to forget.......

my aunt was really an amazing person, i just regret not being close to her!

time to get down to business......... life

random thoughts, powerful couple of days!

i hate that feeling you get when something big happens that just like ruins your day and you feel all tingly, and uncomfortable like you're blushing from the embarrassment of being alive at that one moment in time......
fucking gay as hell!

so is like livejournal officially dead??? =[

Yup sorry girls but everyopne can see these!!! =]


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wow... today pretty muched totally rocked!!!!!
I woke up all early to go to the hospital with Sarah and Stephanie
AKA Ms. cheerios and smelly hahaha =]
and that didn't go toooo well but we're going again tomorrow!!!
then yay for jazzercizing!!!! lol =D
who cuolde imagine so much awesomeness could be rolled up into such bundle of
jazzerific fun!!! hahaha
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wow..... some little dude just opened my eyes right now.
he rocks!!! haha and hey there still are some decent, honest, and cool people today.
GO LITTLE DUDE!!! hes awesome...
i want to be like the little dude...

Vacation Pictures!!!!!
carlsbad and roswell and being dumb!!!
alright then....... 123 GO!!! haha


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I feel like running around the world and then just laying down in the middle of no where while its raining just for fun........ anyone want to join me???? hahah jk

But yeah I'm hyper and could really go for some ice cream or just some fun in general!!!

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