saintmediocrity

I'm in one of those moods again. I wish BJ wouldn't have entered my life. She was the one that gave me a drug to crave, and not of the chemical kind. The only girl I've ever kissed was a psycho. She let me hold her, hug her, kiss her, then she took it away from me and left me to sit and shake and shiver in withdrawals. And now I keep itching under ( Read more... )

First off, I'd like to say Happy Birthday to Amanda and Rusty. And second of all, I'd like to wish everyone a happy Valentine's Day tomorrow. Luckily, that should start the week off right and maybe the teachers will take it easy on us. Following that, we have a 3 day weekend, which I personally cannot wait for. I'm seriously sore right now. For the ( Read more... )

Right now, my mind has the solidity of jello. I've been feeling on the brink lately. Of what, I don't even know. Insanity, sickness, exhaustion, caffeine overdose, incoherence. You pick one cause I'm not sure. I keep fighting to not repeat myself, but I'm failing miserably. I'm allright, but not at the same time. Its just one of those things where ( Read more... )

Only two more days. God have mercy on my soul til then. I'm gonna go pass out.

Usually, I'm not the most straight-forward person in the world, but its good for me every once in a while. I've seen lots of things going on lately. I can't help but notice the couples at school. Matt and Kelly breaking up, Kelly finding someone else, Seth and Jenn breaking up(or so I heard), Christa(you and your date becoming a possible couple), ( Read more... )

Now that I have your attention, this will annoy you because its nothing really important...for the most part. Of course, its almost 4AM also. I have no idea whats going on, except that I want to go goof around before the Superbowl. Everyone will be having their parties. On another note, I feel like a sledgehammer was smashed into my lower back. I ( Read more... )

I would just like to welcome you all to a new weekend. This weekend, I'm helping my brother move again, and I'm hoping to see two peole in particular, but so no one feels left out, I won't say who. I got the 2 new Bright Eyes cd's you suggested to me Chris, though I haven't gotten to listen to them yet. I got your note Amanda, I left a message. I ( Read more... )

I think the word "tact" should be changed to "civil brutality". It just seems to fit better. More euphemisms for our age. I keep thinking about the whole Prom deal. Everyone keeps saying its a big thing, and admittedly, it is. I just don't know. My hearts not in it. The people I'd like to ask already have dates or boyfriends. I know I wouldn't be ( Read more... )

I constantly question these new attitudes I have. Today as we sat in Southpark Mall, I began to spout off all the things that annoyed me about that place, not mentioning it was the first time I had been there in ages. My brother, who was listening, sat there in disbelief at what came out of me. The look on his face told me I wasn't who he ( Read more... )