Its been a while...my friends are pissing me off ( Read more... )

i havent written in a hot minute, so here goes ( Read more... )

Sooo let me update you on my life ( Read more... )

I personally, am happy. I have never been so confortable and confident, ever. Hell the other night, I asked a dude for his number. And the best part was, he gave it to me. Haha. I am constantly surrounded by guys and girls that I adore. My best friends. I might not go to App.

I'm really sick of everyone talking shit. I am not the worst person in the world because I smoke weed everyday. Hell I could be doing so much worse shit than that. And yes, I did roll Ecstasy. And yes I did love it. And I can't wait to do it this weekend. Fuck all the little bitches that don't know shit about me nor the drugs I do. I really see now ( Read more... )

Man, it's been a long time since I've written in this baby. Haha. I'm over a lot of things. I've changed a lot and well. I'm better. =)

I have 1st period with this guy and we are getting close. He's amazing. <3
I am just scared because next semester we don't have that class together ahh.

I feel very unimportant. I need friends.

This week has been so slow. It's only Wednesday! I have to work today. I might be getting a new job. I think I'm hanging out with Megan tomorrow. Kristen is in Cancun until Sunday. And Shane is at camp until like Saturday I think. He'll probably go to Cary though. Just a hunch. I don't think we are gonna go to the beach cause I've tried places but ( Read more... )

So I wont bore you with my money issues. lol Buttttttt ( Read more... )

My life sucks.
I am so fed up with everything. All the drama. All the bullshit lies. All the mistaken signs. Everything. And I just make everything worse. I can't sit there and not show my emotions like I used to. I can't do the pretending thing anymore. But now, its worse because I just am always upset. And I have fun with my friends but lately- I ( Read more... )