I'll try to make this quick because I have things to do ( Read more... )

I've never been patient.

I probably got it from my dad. He probably wouldn't like that I said that. The point is, even as a kid I never was patient. My entire family (hell, even my extended family) can attest to that. It's not that I don't try. It's just that I get, well, impatient.

So when I find myself in a certain phase of my life where all the ( Read more... )

I just woke up from this weird dream, but when I realized it's heavily influenced by how much Guild Wars 2 I've been playing it didn't seem too weird. I think ( Read more... )

"You are your own worst critic."

I never really gave that quote much thought before. It never really resonated with me. But I realized that for the past couple of months I may actually have been my own worst critic.

I feel like I should be having this big "AHA!" moment upon realizing this, but I'm not. If anything I'm a little worried that this ( Read more... )

Know that you are fortunate enough to never have had them. Do not act as if you are better than those who do. Do not go about saying how stupid or shallow their reasons are. Trust me, no one thinks this more than they do, and the last thing they need is to hear that from someone who has no idea what it's like to feel trapped in that downward spiral ( Read more... )

Oh for fuck's sake just how bored am I?

To be honest I hate declaring myself as bored. I think it says more about me than it should. On the other hand, it's kind of making me feel better because it somehow explained my recent tendency to pick on things about my life that as far as I'm concerned are better off left alone. I'd spare you the details ( Read more... )

Okay, I know pipe dream means something else. I just... like the way it sounds. (Plus it's going to make sense later on. Trust me.)

I had another dream today. It's about a serial killer. No surprise there. I have been watching season 1 of Criminal Minds since 3 AM. I took a nap around 2 PM and that's when I had the dream. Initially I didn't feel ( Read more... )

I think I'll blame Jen for this one. Just because she kept pointing at me yesterday and shouting, "ASIAN! EAST ASIAN!" Hmph ( Read more... )

I just finished watching Howl's Moving Castle, and, well, as Howl said by the end of the movie, "I feel terrible, like there's a weight in my chest" from all these feelings I got, hahaha. Although half if not most of that is the ending song's fault, 世界の約束 (Promise of the World). Here's the instrumental version I found on YouTube. Maybe I should ( Read more... )

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