[MEME] wanna cry saying goodbye

Jun 24, 2011 01:18

(TRIGGER WARNING: This meme deals heavy with death and also possibly with strong violence or with suicide/depression. If you are not comfortable reading about that, please PLEASE do not proceed further.)

THE LAST WORDS MEME
 ( RULES and LINKS - ALWAYS USE CUT! )

warning: sensitive subject matter, meme: last words, warning: squick, warning: nsfw, warning: death, open, warning: blood, canon: any, warning: violence

Leave a comment

Arthur || Inception || 6 & 1 littlspecificty June 28 2011, 21:32:35 UTC

Arthur was able to see in the rearview mirror how the other car continued to roll and flip down the hillside; nearly all the windows in his car had been shot out in the fray but Arthur had managed to push the other car off the road. While there may be survivors from that car, it would at least buy him enough time to get ahead.

At least until Arthur couldn't ignore the pain in his midsection -- and the coppery taste of blood in his mouth.

The bastards had gotten one into him after all. Arthur may have caused their car to flip off the road but they had still managed to seal his fate. Judging by where the pain was coming from - and he didn't even have to look down to see the blood pooling in his lap and seat - he didn't have much time left. His breathing was going shaky and his arms starting to tremble. He had to ease off the gas at this rate, his vision blurring and un-blurring.

Reply

4 (but I'm taking that to mean ~unrequited affection~) triedinception June 28 2011, 22:43:35 UTC
Arthur wasn't alone. Eames had been in the car with him, having ducked down and occassionally popped up to fire back at the pursuers while Arthur drove. He had turned in the passenger seat to watch the other car roll away, and had laughed, because the bastards were gone.

When he turned to congratulate Arthur the smile dropped off his face.

He'd seen enough gut wounds in the service to hate them in combat situations, even without the way Arthur's lap and seat were soaked in blood, the sight of blood on the point man's lips. Immediately Eames was jerking off his jacket to press to Arthur's stomach, trying to find the wound.

"Shit Arthur- stop the bloody car!"

Not good, this was not good.

Reply

So mean ;; /loves it though littlspecificty June 28 2011, 23:01:50 UTC
He cursed at Eames trying apply pressure to the wound, making the car swerve into a complete stop. "Goddammit, Eames! Get off me! It's not going to do any fucking good!" He attempted to give a weak shove but became distracted by the blood dripping down his chin and the tremor that ran through him.

He kept one hand on the wheel because shit. This was really happening, wasn't it?

The point man tried to reach his totem in his pocket but even attempting that simple action was too exhausting.

"Fuck."

Reply

/kills everyone triedinception June 29 2011, 00:36:19 UTC
The shove barely dislodged Eames, who'd found the wound but knew it would make no difference. The wound had lost too much blood, his jacket was already soaked in it. Arthur had a few minutes at best.

"Arthur, love, stay with me," He said, shoving himself into the uncomfortable car well, knee knocking a cup holder, pressing his hand and the jacket to the hole in Arthur. His other hand was running over the point man's forehead. "No falling asleep, you hear me? There's a doctor near here - a few miles away. We can bring you there."

But they wouldn't make it, and Eames knew it, but he couldn't just sit here and watch Arthur die.

Reply

/sobs forever littlspecificty June 29 2011, 00:58:55 UTC
His other hand was now hanging onto the wheel with two long fingers; holding his arm up was becoming too taxing.

The look he gave the other man was almost sad, "No you won't, Eames. I won't make it and you kno --" But broke off as the pain really started to register and he had clenched his jaw against the scream that wanted to come out, teeth already stained red with his eyes squeezed shut, a tear leaking out of the corner of one eye.

His hand fell from wheel and he cursed again, trying to will his tears to stop because like hell would he die a whimpering, sobbing mess.

Reply

triedinception June 29 2011, 01:27:08 UTC
"Arthur, hey, darling," he said when Arthur tensed, panick edging his voice and his hand slipping from the blood stained jacket and moving to grasp Arthur's hand before it fell, his other hand curling around the back of Arthur's head.

"You can make it, you just need to hold on. Please hold on," Eames shifted, closer, hovering next to Arthur.

Was this a dream? If it was a dream then he wouldn't have to worry. But he could remember the job, the botched job, the fleeing and the pursuit.

Reply

littlspecificty June 29 2011, 01:42:14 UTC
When he was able to open his eyes and mouth again, "I don't think I can." He was already sounding breathless and the color was draining from his face.

Softly, too soft, sounding so small, "I don't want to die." Not like this, not now.

Reply

triedinception June 29 2011, 02:27:33 UTC
"Yes you can," Eames said, his voice going a bit high. "You've done so well all these years, you bastard; you're not going to let this beat you. You won't." But the crack of his voice at Arthur losing color belied what he knew was happening.

Sucking in a wet sounding breath, "I know you don't, darling," His hand tightened on Arthur's, still supporting his head. He leaned his forehead on Arthur's shoulder.

"I'm so sorry."

Reply

littlspecificty June 29 2011, 05:49:16 UTC
Weakly, his eyelids feeling so heavy while his speech started to slow with more labored breathing, "I owe you... the apology... Eames."

Arthur wished he could tell Eames that he was even more disappointed to die this way, especially with how hard he had fought to live this long. But that would have taken far too much energy and time and Arthur has very little of either right now.

Reply

triedinception June 30 2011, 17:31:01 UTC
Finding it harder to speak now, "No you don't, Arthur." There was stinging behind his eyes and dammit, this was not the way it was supposed to happen, but it was and he wouldn't... there would be no second chances.

And he was still terrified of saying it.

Reply

littlspecificty July 1 2011, 01:18:55 UTC
It was becoming harder to breathe, "Yes I do. You never deserved... h-half... the shit... I've said... to... you."

Arthur wouldn't ever get another chance to say this; how Eames had never been his "enemy", no matter how much Arthur had treated him as such. The part of him that still felt some kind of compassion, kindness, attachment, it made him want to let the other know that he hadn't done anything wrong to the point man.

""I'm sorry I... never ga-ave you... a chance."

Reply

triedinception July 1 2011, 19:51:19 UTC
"And yet I came to expect half of that vitriol. It was... it was fun." And despite the frustration that had come and gone with their fighting, it had been fun. Eames had never taken it personally; he had accepted it as part of the mystery that was Arthur and sought to find a way to either tease or pull Arthur out of his figurative shell.

Eames looked up at Arthur again, at the blood on his mouth and felt something break in his chest.

"I'm sorry too, darling... maybe another time."

Reply

To hell with rolling! neededforger June 28 2011, 22:46:28 UTC
Eames was right there, cursing a blue streak and miraculously unscathed. It only took him a moment longer to register the blood, and just where it was coming from, "Arthur, Arthur! Take your foot off the sodding gas pedal before we smash into something!"

Reply

XD /why hello thar littlspecificty June 28 2011, 23:07:26 UTC
Arthur was trying to slow down to where he could pull over safely so he growled out a "shut up" to Eames -- causing blood to come out over his lips.

Then, weakly, "It's a little hard to concentrate on doing this, you know. Don't need you panicking on me."

Reply

Hi! Fancy seeing you here! neededforger June 28 2011, 23:16:41 UTC
Eames' jaw tightened, "I'm not panicking, Arthur. You've been shot. Did you not notice that?" He might have been panicking, a little, because he knew there was no way emergency services would get there in time even if they could call for an ambulance.

Reply

Indeed. XD littlspecificty June 28 2011, 23:27:06 UTC
"No, Eames. I had no idea why I was in such excrucia --" But stopped as he finally managed to pull over, the car going sluggishly along the metal guars rail before stopping completely.

"Excruciating pain." He finished weakly, sounding breathless, leaning back completely in his seat as one arm fell down limply to his blood-soaked lap. And this had been one of his better suits, too. Damn.

Although a part of him was actually more disappointed he was going to die in a fucking Honda. He would of hoped if he died in a car it would at least be a BMW.

All of these things where easier to think about than the fact that, in the next few minutes, he wouldn't be be alive.

Reply


Leave a comment

Up