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can't sleep
Reasons why i can't sleep- evan : he's usually the main reason. even when sleeping, he makes appearances in my dreams every other night. some dreams feel so real, it takes me a second to remember that i can't even talk to him. this is the longest i've ever gone without him.
- mimi : almost as bad as evan, if not worse. their friendship has taken off, ( Read more... )
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news
for once i feel like writing facts and details of my life besides the stupid emotional shit. i'd like to look back and realize i wasn't totally insane ( Read more... ) -
miles
Ok so I think I'm going back to just using this for personal purposes. I started a separate blog for the HPV Files and couldn't figure out how to delete the first one. Ah well. But yeah, I think I'm done with the majority of the blog scene. I kinda like it, but I think I really even only use this one because it's safer than a paper journal with me ( Read more... ) -
i'm in love again and i can't stalk him on facebook :(
I love driving with the passenger seat empty ( Read more... ) -
The HPV Files
This is not "Mean Girls." It is not "PostSecret ( Read more... ) -
here i am again
I went looking for myself last night.
I showered. I dolled up. Yet I was late and lost.
I pulled myself up only to then push myself farther down than I had been before.
Who needs seasonal depression? They can have my life for awhile. -
weekend adventures
a jaded slut on friday.
a morbid art lover on saturday
a church-going sister on sunday.
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Writer's Block: Forbidden Reading
Growing up, my parents were very strict. Conservative would have been an upgrade. Oddly enough, I was allowed to read Babysitter's Club, despite my mother's efforts to distract me. Since the girls weren't "courting" the guys, they weren't very good role models. Apparently. Now I'm just pissed I wasted time reading that shit. I think it appealed to ( Read more... ) -
recent events
Since facebook has betrayed me numerous times, I feel it only fair to allow livejournal here to pry into my private life. I would keep a paper journal if I could, in fact, I used to. However, writing is soon to become useless, as is paper and anything else non-technology ( Read more... ) -
chasing amy
ok. so it's time to start talking about the past.
i don't like talking to people in person. maybe it's because i'm a "manipulative sweetie," and know that i can make people think i want to fuck them. on the phone, i am a "kinky, but not easy" girl who just wants to let my heart be naked. text messaging, nothing is sacred or special. facebook equals ( Read more... )