dont you fret its all ok now. haha. just a moment of temporary girl-ness is really the only way to describe it. hm well...schools been alright...had some interesting occurances last week...definitely not in my favor ha. yuck. anyways. IM COMING HOME THIS WEEKEND!!! haha. im excited!!!!! i get to see my kitty cats and everyone and my sistas..i miss ( Read more... )

well well well....i kno look im back to lj...its weird cuz i dont even remember posting that last entry at the beginning of summer...weird. anwyays im in san fran right now...its weird let me tell you. its a definitely a nice change from being in TO...but i do miss my hometown and the ppl in it..minus the asses from hs...just my dear friends and xc ( Read more... )

so basically i just updating my old journal cuz i forgot i made a new one...what an idiot...haha ok heres what i said in case you deleted it ( Read more... )

so i dont kno why but ive been getting really moody and kinda mad once i get to practice, i think i just convinced myself that i dont like whats going on...even tho really now that i think about it its not so bad. im not sure im liking these long workouts but..im not the coach so...thats it. but im proud of myself. i held it together yesterday ( Read more... )

so i had theee best weekend i have had since i cant remmeber when haha. it was so nice getting away and meeting new ppl and doing fun things. basically the coach paid for us to go up there and run wild and do whatever we wanted. and the campus was really nice and really pretty...and i could definitely see myself there. just everything seemed ( Read more... )

this feeling is indescribable. all i can say is i hope this is for the best and im trying to be confident that its not goodbye ( Read more... )

home on a saturday night
with all my doors locked up tight
i WILL be thinking about you baby...

lets just say i regained my confidence the night before the race and pulled out a not so bad race. im fine with it. i keep going back over my race in my head and wishing i would have sped up during the last 800 even tho at the time i was so tired but i kno i could have done it. i really wanted sub 19 but its alright. im just glad we won. it feels ( Read more... )

i need my confidence back. hm im wondering how it could leave me without me noticing. damn it ( Read more... )

the big 1-8 has arrived. all in all not too bad of a day. i want to say thanks to all who called me or texted me it made me extremely happy cuz ive never had so many ppl acknowledge my bday before it was pretty nice ( Read more... )