I don't really remember the last time I updated this thing. I'm bored waiting for class to start and decided to kill time doing this ( Read more... )

"i would walk to the other side of the earth and back for you."

i would too....just not for you.
and i hate myself for it.

i hate this place so much. i hate everything about it. i hate getting into my car and looking down the street only to see sam keep at the end of it, and being reminded of how routine and pointless my life is and how eventually after i waste all my days away i'll end up there, and that'll be home. (i feel like this after only THREE months of ( Read more... )

i hope no one else, at any point in their life, sees a picture of themselves, or looks in the mirror and feels completely disgusted with what they're seeing, and what they've become.

i haven't felt like this since april. that feeling of waking up and feeling like there was no point in getting out of bed. nothing to look forward to. nothing to accomplish ( Read more... )

need to vent ( Read more... )

maybe I don't really hate it here.
maybe I just hate the people.
and the majority of them will be gone in a couple months.
so we're all okay.

it's a really shitty feeling giving up ( Read more... )

They call them rogues,
They travel fast and alone.
One-hundred-foot faces
Of God's good ocean gone wrong.
What they call love is a risk,
'Cause you will always get hit
Out of nowhere by some wave
And end up on your own

Jenna bought me this sexy journal for christmas, so i've been writing in that. But tonight there's a lot on my mind, but I'm too lazy to write it all down. Hense, I'm typing it here ( Read more... )